Officer Down Memorial Page

Another year is slipping by and yet it seems like yesterday. Not a day goes by that I don't relive that morning. You are still my partner.

Honor and Integrity.

A. Kelly
H.C.S.O
May 13, 2012

Deputy Hill,

I attended a seminar your wife put on for COPS. Dude, you would be so proud of what your wife has accomplished. She is making positive changes in our profession. I am absolutely amazed she took a horrible situation and has done her damndest to change the way we do things during a critical incident. I have listened to her and I am going to make sure my agency listens to her! You have every right to smile right now because she is doing something great!!

Don Harris
US Forest Service Law Enforcement
March 21, 2012

My forever love.

Cathy
spouse
February 14, 2012

Your Mom recently left a reflection at my son Michael's page, I thank her for that. I know how much it means for others to remember our fallen officers and to never let them be forgotten. I am sure there were people that came to your parents and said they would always there for them but as time goes on they slowly drift away and continue on with their lives. The lives of those that loved you dearly seemed to have stopped and time is measured by two segments, 1)Before you were Killed and 2)After you were killed. Holidays come and you are the talk of the day, but in the past and thats good because it is a way to keep your memory alive. You will always be remembered as you are a true hero and heroes never die. Continue to wrap your wings around all of your loved ones and keep them safe. I have left the following concerning a bereaved mother at other pages for Moms' and I would like to leave it for your Mom for I know her feelings and the aching heart she lives with every day.

"Do not judge the bereaved mother...She comes in many forms...She is breathing, but she is dying...She may look young, but inside she has become ancient...She smiles, but her heart sobs...She walks, she talks, she cooks, she cleans, she works she IS but she IS NOT, all at once...She is here, but part of her is elsewhere for eternity." Author Unk.

Bob Gordon
Father of Fallen Chicago Officer: Michael P. Gordon, EOW: 8/8/04
February 11, 2012

Hey Shug - we sure do miss you. You're always in our thoughts and Dad and I will love you always. Even though you're not with us in person, you still occupy our hearts. Love ya, Sweet Boy........ Mom

Jean Hill
Surviving Mom
Harris County (TX) Deputy Sheriff Barry Hill
EOW 12/4/2000
February 10, 2012

Praise the Lord Mrs. Hill. I still remember hearing that horrible news. Great man. We will see him again!!! Anxiously looking forward to the execution. God bless.

Nate Loftin
Family friend
February 8, 2012

You can rest in peace, Sweet Boy. No new trial!

Jean Hill
Surviving Mom
Harris County (TX) Deputy Sheriff Barry Hill
EOW 12/4/2000
January 20, 2012

Good morning, Shug. It's the first day of 2012 and the loneliness to see you never goes away. Sometimes when my memories overtake me, it seems like just yesterday that Dad and I were sitting with you and Cathy in your living room laughing and talking about what you wanted for Christmas. I've relived that day thousands of time trying to remember every word spoken between us. I'll never forget my last hug, the last "I love you, too, Mom and I'm always careful", what you wore and your happiness as you were to begin your last week with Al. You walked out the door and out of our physical lives. The next morning, you were in the arms of Jesus. I love to see you in my dreams. Please visit me more often. You're always in my heart...... Mom

Jean Hill
Mom
January 1, 2012

It warms my heart listening to others remember you. They never let me forget what your life meant to them. They have kept to their word when they told us they would never forget. You are still loved and missed by so many.

C
December 18, 2011

I remember that day. I will never forget when the call went out, T.J. Carr and I was attempting to serve a warrant on a man in the area.
It is like you remember where you were and how you felt the day that President Kennedy was shot. There are events, such as this that stay with you forever.
Wishing the best for the family that was left behind, especially durin this time of year. Sadly, he will not be here to watch his children open presents and witness the joy.
I for one will never forget that day.

Neil Hines, Detective
Harris County Sheriff Office
December 13, 2011

Thinking of you and your family today. Anniversary days are so tough but then every day without our beloved is difficult.
You were cherished in life and are still cherished by each person that loves and misses you.

I am privileged to know your parents through COPS and their work with other families is a wonderful tribute to you.

Phyllis Loya
mother of fallen officer Larry Lasater, PPD, eow 4/24/05
December 4, 2011

Good morning Shug - I can't believe it's been 11 years today that your life was so swiftly taken away. You left us with so many sweet memories and sometimes it seems like just yesterday that we last sat down with you and Cathy and had that cup of coffee and piece of apple pie. Dad and I just got back from "The Site" where you spent your last minutes on earth. Al, Tom and Jimmy were already there. We all send our love and would give anything if you were here with us. Dad and I would give up everything we have if we could have you back with us but, we know that's not going to happen, so until we see you again, know that you're loved as much today as yesterday and missed more than you'll ever know. Your grandson is absolutely adorable and I told Dad last night that if you were here with us, you would be having the time of your life with him. I fell in love with you the first time they laid you in my arms and that love continues to grow. I miss your hugs. Always.............. Mom

Jean Hill
Surviving Mom
Harris County (TX) Deputy Sheriff Barry Hill
EOW 12/4/2000
December 4, 2011

Rest in peace Deputy Hill. You're not forgotten.

Greater Houston C.O.P.S.
December 4, 2011

Good morning, Shug. I'm just sitting here drinking my first cup of coffee and thinking about you. Wishing the phone would ring and it would be you telling me that you're coming over to have a cup with Dad and me. Life's not the same for us anymore, Son. Parents aren't supposed to bury their children and the day we buried you, a part of us was buried too. People who have never lost children have no clue and this is a pain that I would never wish on them. They say "but you have other children" and we do and we love them so very much and have become paranoid about them and their safety. We live on our memories. You would be so very proud of your girls and that grandson would have you wrapped around every precious finger and toe. It pains me so much to know that he will never know you. I love you so much and you are missed by all............ Mom

Jean Hill, Mom
September 21, 2011

49! Goodness how did time go so fast that today is the anniversary of your birth?
We have stepped in to another chapter of life. When you and I left Lacy in Oklahoma, it was tough. Leaving Whitney yesterday left part of my heart. Baby, she is still so much like you. She has your goofy sense of humor and your gentle soul. I can almost see your grin and look of pride at what our kids and now grand baby are accomplishing. You instilled such goodness in both of them. They are walking in truth and in favor with our Lord. Thank you for loving us enough to make us who we are today. I love you and will miss you until we join you in eternity.
C

Cathy Hill
surviving spouse
August 21, 2011

I come to the ODMP to read and leave reflections for our Heros
who have made the ultimate sacrifice. I have read all 11 pages
of Deputy Hills reflections and have been amazed at the Love
and courage displayed by his wife and family.
Cathy I worked at HCSO long before Barrys time but still
consider him my brother I'm sure he is beaming with pride
at your strength, your love and dedication for him. Barry was
very fortunate to have such a loving wife. My prayers to you
and your family.
May our God continue to Bless and guide your way with
Peace and Comfort . Rest in Peace Deputy Barrett Hill
you will not be forgotten

R.Eberhart Partner and Friend to
Royce Anderson HCSO, Tx EOW 10/26/81
July 26, 2011

We are entering a new chapter in our lives and it is another reality that you are not here and missed so very much. As Whit graduated and is preparing for her college life, I see in her the agony of you not being here to watch her go through this. As much as my heart knows your eternity is sealed in Heaven, my heart aches for you to be here with us. There are so many new things happening and I know that your presence in our lives for those years has been part of how all is turning out to be so sweet. I see you so much in our children and now in our precious grandson. I am thankful for every little reminder of you.
We are still waiting to hear if the evil will get a new trial. We have waited longer this time than last and it is weighing heavy on my heart. I am struggling to not fear. We have waited so long for this to come to an end and it just won't stop.
Bear, I love you still with every breath and you are missed with every blink.

Cathy Hill, Surviving Spouse
Surviving Spouse
June 28, 2011

Hey Shug - Another Mother's Day spent without you calling and wishing me a Happy Mother's Day. We sure do miss you. You're always, always in our thoughts - thank you for 38 years of beautiful sweet memories. By the way, your grandson is absolutely adorable - wish you were here to get to know him. You would be wrapped around every little finger and every little toe - he is soooo precious. Love you always and forever...........Mom

Jean Hill
Mom
May 8, 2011

Should have been 29 years together today. Love you Bear.

Cathy
spouse
December 26, 2010

It 's Christmas day, 2010. I remember many Christmas Day's with Barry, sharing our new toys and playing all day together.

From a young age, Barry knew the true meaning of Christmas.

On this special day, we pray for the peace and solace that only God can give.

Mike Hopfe
Childhood friend
December 25, 2010

Hi Shug - it's been ten years today - ten long years. We love you and miss you so much.

Jean Hill, Mom
December 4, 2010

I have thought all morning about our last day together and on the eve of the anniversary of your death I find that I am so incredibly sad. I know it is selfish but I miss you so much. I love you Bear and the years has not changed that. C

Anonymous
December 3, 2010

Althoungh I worked a different watch than Barry, I often ran into him at shift change. Barry was blessed with a natural "can do" attitude and a swerving sense of humor that always made us laugh...(he did a great Elvis impersonation). We have come to appreciate Barry even more since he was taken from us because it turns out his wife has the same "never give up" attitude he had. Peace officers everywhere have been helped more than they will ever know by Barry's wife, an unbelievably strong and courageous lady. Thank you for your service Barry and family...

Sergeant Randy Rush
Harris County Sheriff / fellow patrolman
October 28, 2010

Missing you today. Have had you on my heart all day. Thank you for loving me inspite of me. I love you forever.

Cathy Hill
Surviving Spouse
October 3, 2010

Happy Birthday Bear. I am looking forward to spending a few days in Utah. I know you loved it there. We have such happy memories of our life there. I just wish you were here to enjoy this trip with me. Love you and as always miss you with every breath.
C

Anonymous
August 21, 2010