Family, Friends & Fellow Officers Remember...

It is Thanksgiving and we stopped by the cemetery today. We did alot of thinking today about what we had to be thankful for and having you for as long as we did was one of the first things we thanked God for. We also were thankful for the fact that you did not suffer when you died nor were there any decisions to be made at the hospital. We also gave thanks that we miss you (and we know that sounds odd) but it reminded us again how much we loved you!!!!!! We gave thanks to God today for Taylor Payge and the fact that a part of you still lives here with us on earth.

Anonymous

Performed By: Victoria Williams
Written By: David Williams & Marvin Etzioni
From the Album: Swing the Statue p & c 1990 Rough Trade Records
I'm going to live my life
Like every day's my last
Without a simple goodbye
It all goes by so fast

And now that you're gone
I can't cry hard enough
No I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now

I'm going to open my eyes
And see for the first time
I've let go of you like
A child letting go of his kite

There it goes up in the sky
There it goes beyond the clouds
For no reason why
I can't cry hard enough
No I can't cry hard enough


For you to hear me now
I'm going to look back in vain
And see you standing there
When all that remains
Is just an empty chair


And now that you're gone
I can't cry hard enough
No I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now

Anonymous

daddy
i love you very much. i love you forever.





taylor ---5 years old

taylor

It has been 4 years since you were taken away from us. It seems like only yesterday that we were all joking around down at lock up. I stop to check on you once in awhile, I leave with tears in my eyes most of the time.They say time heals all wounds, 4 years must not be enough time. You are missed and always will be.

Anonymous

Today is the 4th anniversary of your death. At times it seems like it was yesterday and at times it seems like it has been 20 years. I wonder sometimes what you would be doing now and how it would be to see you with Taylor. She is so much like you....her eyes to her temper! I miss you ....but especially today because this is the day you were so senselessly taken from us. You are my brother but also a friend....someone I could turn to when things didn't always come out right. I love you and miss you every day. Please watch over Taylor and keep her safe....we love her so much!!! Until we meet in Heaven.....

Michelle (Heck) James