Family, Friends & Fellow Officers Remember...

I just hate that this is the only way that I can talk to you anymore. I just want to say that I miss you so much and I think about you all of the time. I know that you are always with me. I just wish you were here to see how far I've come and how your family is growing. You have so many neices and nephews here now and on the way. They may never get to meet you but they will always know who uncle Brian is. I just hate that I am the one here watching your family grow and you are not. You are so missed and no matter what I do or where I go my heart will always love and remember you and your love for me. You will always hold a special place in my heart that is so precious and will always be only yours.

I'm just so mad and sad right now. I guess today is just a bad day.

Well, please keep Ryan, Moon, Karri, and Crolly and all of our police friends and family safe.

Love you
me

Angela
Spouse

April 16, 2009

Rest easy brother...never forgotten.

Trooper CC113
Illinois State Police- Classmate

April 8, 2009

Brian,

A little over a year ago after your untimely death, I just want to express how indebted all of us are to your impeccable and selfless service to the citizens of Illinois and beyond. Brother, your dedication to law enforcement and to your family, friends, and your faith were always an inspiration. Thank you for being such a good role model for me in epitomizing the core values of the ISP, "Pride, Integrity, and Service." Your service is revered, sir, and will never be forgotten. My prayers and well-wishes go out to your family and the rest of the friends that were privileged to know you. As I go to the Academy on Saturday, let me tell you that you service will be one of the biggest factors that will drive me to succeed!

God bless you and I just hope that when I finish my training and get out on the road, I can come just a little bit close to epitomizing the integrity, pride, and service that you displayed as a proud and faithful member of the Illinois State Police family as a troop.

Thanks, Troop and rest easy brother. It's good to know we got you patrolling up in heaven watching over us. God must have needed a really great person and a truly faithful leader for the job. :)Tprs Hager, Clarke, and I were just talking about that a few weeks back buddy. WE SALUTE YOU BROTHER.

-Matt Landis, friend; Illinois State Police Trooper Recruit (for Summer '09 Academy Class)

Matt Landis--ISP Tpr. Recruit
ISP---Recruit

October 31, 2008

One year Brian and it still makes me have questions. I know that you are always around. Today just marked one mile stone and we have more to come. It is not easy, but we are getting by. I talked to Angel several times this week. Neither of us can get over this. We talk about all of the events that took place this time last year. I remember some and Ang remebers some. Some of it we can talk about others it almost stops us in our tracks. Kim had a hard time today as well. I know we just have to keep moving forward, but it seems like there is an anchor slowing us down. I have kept an eye on your beat, but not as good as you. Angela said that she always remembers when you signed on at the start of your shift. She says that you would tell them Springfield 9-96, 10-41. Angela says that radio gave you your assignment for the night and your would say 10-4, patrol other. Well that Brian you are, patrol other. It is hard to deal with, but you are the man for the job. We miss you very much. Please keep an eye on all of us and give Angela strength. May god be with the McMillen family, District 9 Illinois State Police, and my family. Thank you Brian for all that you have done.

Always your brother,
Ryan

Officer Ryan Pearce
Divernon PD, IL/Brother-in-law

October 28, 2008

To Trooper Brian McMillan and his loved ones:

On this the first anniversary of your tragic death, please knowr that your memory is honored and revered today. Rest in Peace, Brian. I am praying for solace for your family members today, and each day that they are on the survivors' path.

This reflection is sent with the utmost respect for the distinquished service Brian gave to his community and the citizens of Illinois, and for the supreme sacrifice he and his family made on October 28, 2007.

Phyllis Loya, mother of Officer Larry Lasater, PPD, eow 4/24/05

Phyllis Loya
mother of Officer Larry Lasater, eow 4/24/05

October 28, 2008

Today marks the one year anniversary of your death. The men and women of the Los Angeles Police Department would like to say "Thank You" for your dedicated service and ultimate sacrafice you made. To the family of Trooper McMillen, may God continue to give you strength to make it through each day.

Police Officer Garcia
Los Angeles Police Department

October 28, 2008

Rest easy troop! You are remembered today and everyday. Your memory will live on forever and you will never be forgotten...

Sergeant Chris DiToro
NYPD

October 28, 2008

On this one year anniversary we are thinking of Brian's family, friends and co-workers. Brian is a Hero and will not be forgotten.

Craig Figgins
Brother - Sgt Dan Figgins EOW 4/9/05

October 28, 2008

My thoughts and prayers are with your loved ones and friends on this first anniversary of your EOW. Continue to keep watch over them and those still out on patrol watching over the Thin Blue Line. You will never be forgotten

James Sheppard
Father of Sgt. Jason L. Sheppard EOW 12/7/06

October 28, 2008

The pain of losing one of our own doesn't go away. This marks one year and the ISP remembers the ultimate sacrafice Brian made for the citizens of Illinois. God Bless you and your family. You will never be forgotten and may you RIP.

Special Agent Frank Spizzirri
Illinois State Police

October 27, 2008

HEY BRIAN,

IT'S BEEN NEARLY A YEAR NOW SINCE YOUR LOSS AND IT STILL HITS ME JUST AS HARD THINKING ABOUT IT. I KNOW PEOPLE ALWAYS SPEAK HIGHLY OF SOMEONE ONCE THEY PASS, BUT I WANT EVERYONE TO KNOW THAT THESE AREN'T JUST WORDS. OUR CLASS PICTURE HANGS RIGHT NEXT TO MY UNIFORM. EVERYDAY I PUT ON THAT UNIFORM I SEE YOUR FACE. I SEE HOW PROUD WE ALL WERE STANDING THERE...IN OUR MINDS WE WERE ON TOP OF THE WORLD.

I ONLY KNEW YOU THE SIX MONTHS WE SPENT AT THE ACADEMY, BUT I CAN HONESTLY SAY YOU WERE ONE OF THE GREATEST MEN I HAVE EVER MET. AFTER WE GRADUATED I WANTED TO SEND YOU A THANK YOU CARD FOR EVERYTHING YOU DID FOR US OUT THERE. I NEVER GOT TO SENDING YOU THAT CARD BRIAN, BUT THANK YOU. WE'RE NOW IN OUR 3RD YEAR ON THE JOB BRIAN AND YOU HAVE BEEN AS MUCH OF AN INSPIRATION TO ME ON THE ROAD AS YOU WERE IN THE ACADEMY. I TRY TO DO MY BEST OUT THERE BECAUSE I KNOW I LOVE THE JOB AS MUCH AS YOU DID.

I KNOW WE ALL SAY 10-42 BRIAN, BUT I KNOW WHAT YOUR SAYING, 10-41...I KNOW YOU WON'T END YOUR SHIFT TILL YOU SEE US ALL HOME SAFELY EVERY NIGHT. THANKS AGAIN BRIAN.

TPR. ALEX DIAZ
ISP- CC#113 CLASSMATE

September 11, 2008

Dear Brian,
Nine months have past since God decided he needed one of the finest. It was just two years ago I was photographing your wedding and can remember the tears in your eyes the first time you saw Angela in her beautiful gown. You were so in love. You accomplished so much in your life and meant so much to all of us. Going to a McMillen family function just isn't the same without the humor you brought with you.
I'll never forget the last time I saw you. I was running late for work and sure enough coming off of I-55 a state trooper was behind me. The lights come on... and it's was you. I will have to say I was releived, but I think it just made your day to pull over your cousin. I'll never forget your laugh. Unfortunately, I didn't realize that was going to be the last time I saw you or I would have been five minutes late for work to chat with you longer.
You are missed Brian! We all think and talk of you often.

Bridget
Cousin to Brian

July 25, 2008

Brian,
May the road rise up to meet you.
May the wind always be at your back.
May the sun shine warm upon your face,
and rains fall soft upon your fields.
And until we meet again,
May God hold you in the palm of His hand
Rest easy Trooper, you always did your best

Marty Dwyer
Illinois Emergency Management Agency

June 24, 2008

I just found out today of Brian's passing and I am very saddened. I had the opportunity to play a few pick up games with Brian at UIS when he would come and play in the off season. He had a fantastic attitude and everyone loved it when Brian made his three pointers. Brian's family, friends, and co-workers have been blessed by getting the chance to know him, and Brian will always live in the minds and hearts of the many he touched. God bless his family and all the heroes like Brian whose desire is to make the world a better place for all.

Citizen A. Kaculi
School Mate

May 1, 2008

I remember when first heard of this through an Email recieved from your captian in the ANG. I was shocked and in awe as a fellow Military member, fellow security force member, and fellow police officer was lost.

It takes a Hero to due what you did day after day for both the state of Illinois and is this country. Your sacrafices will not be forgotten. You will not be forgotten.

Ofc. (SSG) Zachary Pugh
Glendale Heights PD / 115th FW Security Force Squadron

April 26, 2008

Prayers to the Family. Rest Easy Fellow trooper Your Work is over. You have served well and Honorably.

Trooper
New York State Police

February 29, 2008

I did not know Trooper McMillen but my thoughts and prayers go out to his family and friends. Ower brother will always be remembered.

DEPUTY JEREMY CRUMLY
KENDALL COUNTY IL

February 21, 2008

May God Bless
Family and Friends of
Trooper Brian McMillen.
May Memories of Brian bring
you Peace of Mind and
Warmth of Heart.

N. DeCook, Forensic Investigator
Chicago Police Department, Forensic Services

January 3, 2008

During this time of Christmas celebration and festivities, I can't help but remember this young man's family. My brother ISP Sgt Det. Rodney Miller also met his untimely death in his squad car. It has been over a year now, but we still miss him dearly. Some things become more comfortable but your brother, son, nephew, grandson, and husband's memory will always be with you. It is the constant support of friends, family and your faith that will continue to get you thru this difficult time. I just wanted you to that our family still thinks of your family.

Shelly Kellums

Shelly Kellums
Sister to ISP Sgt Det. Rodney Miller

December 29, 2007

Brian was a great person to have around. I was blessed to be able to work with Brian on the road and spend time with him as a family. Brian always had a smile on his face and was always positive. I got into law enforcement shortly after Brian. When I got on the road it was an honor for me to tell other officers that he was my brother in law. I always looked forward to working with him and learning with him. Brian was a true and honest police officer. He worked very hard to keep the roads safe. I think Brian may have been part K-9 the way he worked. Brian pushed his loving and positive attitude off on my sister and I thank him for that. I know now that I will not have to wait for Brian to back me up. I know that he will always be with me to keep me safe. I will miss you and thank you for all of the good times. I will try to take it from here. There is a lot of area to cover since your gone, but I will do my best. My prayers go out to the McMillen family, District 9 Illinois State Police and TC'S, my family, and my sister Angie.

Always your Brother,
Ryan

Ofc. Ryan Pearce
Divernon Police Dept/Brother in law

December 19, 2007

Brian, we knew you for too short a time. The friendship we found in you is one to keep forever. It's hard to believe you are not walking this earth with us, but we know you are walking the streets with our Lord. The vacation we shared with you and Angela is one we will never forget. It's not too often a young couple will befriend a slightly older couple as ourselves, especially on your honeymoon. You are an inspiration to us as you are to many others. Thank you for sharing your life with us. You will be truly missed. Our heartfelt prayers are with Angela and your family.

Kevin and Jackie
Missouri Friends

November 29, 2007

Brian: I still can't digest that something like this happened to you. I think about you every day. Rest In Peace.
love, from isp- dist. chgo family member

Fellow Trooper

November 27, 2007

As I read many of the reflections it occured to me that I will not thank Brian for his service because to know Brian is to know he Is a Warrior at heart. Brian did not do the things he did for thanks or awards. Brian did the things he did because he is a Warrior. Brians military service, police service and personal life were highlighted by his service the others. Many have said "Why him?". I will tell you why. Because when someone needed help, Brian went. Without doubt, without regret, he went. Brian Is a Warrior.
As I look at his picture above I can see him say without an ounce of regret do not thank me, I would go again if asked because it is who I am.

I will thank Brian's wife, family and friends who allowed us to share him for a short period of time. He will be missed but not forgotten.

The Line Is Safe Brian, Stand Easy.

Trooper
Illinois State Police / Academy

November 26, 2007

YOUR SACRIFICE WILL NOT BE FORGOTTEN BY THOSE WHO SHARE IN THE FIGHT TO SERVE AND PROTECT OUR SOCIETY, MY HEART GOES OUT TO YOUR FAMILY AND FREINDS BLESS YOU ALL.

911 DISPATCHER ASST SUPERVISOR
LOGAN DISPATCH LOGAN COUNTY

November 26, 2007

Thank you for your service and dedication. May you rest in peace, Sir! You will never be forgotten.

Police Officer

November 21, 2007