Family, Friends & Fellow Officers Remember...

Detective Troy Lamont Chesley, Sr.

Baltimore City Police Department, Maryland

End of Watch Tuesday, January 9, 2007

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Reflections for Detective Troy Lamont Chesley, Sr.

Hey Bro just sitting here at work thinking about u and our Alto days i miss u man. R.I.P Troy

Timothy Crawford
God Bro

August 11, 2010

Hi Troy,

Do you know that I still keep your picture on my desk at work? Sometimes I look at it and smile and other times I cry because I can't believe how much I miss you! Well then again, I can believe it. It's just that you don't find a lot of friends like Troy Lamont Chesley. And it's those days that I'm having the worst days at work that I look at your picture and smile. It seemed you were always able to put a smile on my face no matter what! And just know that you haven't lost the ability to still do that. Anyway, I was sitting here doing some homework and needed to take a break. You are always on my mind and will forever be in my heart. I love you!


August 2, 2010

Though I never knew you - I do know that I have benefited from your public service, and the the service of so many others like you. I sincerely hope that we, the people of Maryland, may earn the sacrifice you suffered for us. You are not forgotten.


June 24, 2010

Troy just wishing you a happy fathers day and I know that you are wishing me the same.You allways said ma you are the mother and the father.And I allways got cards and gifts the same as mothers day.Troy iam missing you more than ever.It is taking me so long to write this because I just can not stop crying I still go through this EVERY DAY.I still go to therapy once a week.If you vere still here it would be a lot better I can not question God but I still ask WHY my son,brother,father,friend,uncle and co worker was taken from us so soon.TROY I LOVE YOU AND I STILL THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME.(Ma)


June 20, 2010

Troy Lil Troy has made it he has graduated from high school and I know that you and Gina is very proud of him.Yes time do fly to be 18 years old and getting ready college Troy is staying very positive he has his own car now and been driving it for over a year.Troy needed that transportation to and from shool and getting me around.Trayvon is doing good he has made the B honor roll and going to the eleventh grade.Ryan,Chasity,Ravyn is realy growing up.Troy Ooey really get his pat on the back.Ooey is really YOUR TRUE FRTEND we talks every day to make sure that i am okay because he knows that I am still having a hard time as well as he is we are still taking it one day at a time.Troy your coworkers and other friends are still keeping in touch as well.Van and Dubie are just fine.Troy just keep watching over us and KEEP ALL SAFE.I love you and wishing you were here with me because you know that I really,really,really miss you.Love you and thanks for Loving me. Ma


June 6, 2010

Troy each day gets harder and harder mothers day and my birthday are the worst.Being there for each other for 34 years and just being apart for three years now.Troy the long stem roses i now have to bring to you i miss you so much i am trying to keep myself togother today.The chidren are just fine Lil Troy went to his senior prom and you know that he was sharp.I have been a little sick due to the stress but i been trying to get it together because i know that you want me to be stress free with no worries Love you always MA


May 9, 2010


It has been quite some time since I stopped by to chat with you. It's not that I have forgotten about you as I'm sure you know. Some days, like today, you are so heavy on my heart and I really miss you. I miss your smile and your silly jokes. Sometimes I think about you and shed a tear because I suddenly realize that I can't just pick up the phone and call you, and it really hurts. I pray often that God takes that feeling away, but I'm not sure if it's supposed to go away. It just still seems so unreal and unfair that you aren't here. I'm at a conference in Denver right now and I have to get going to a session, but I just wanted you to know that I love you and I'm missing you today. Always!


April 26, 2010

Well it's been awhile since I've sent a message so I thought I would drop you a few lines. All is well with me and the family. The girls are getting bigger and bigger. Shakira is going to her Junior prom. Yeah can you believe that! Time flies. I'm going for 1st Sergeant next week so hopefully that goes well. We're giving a trip to Atlantic City trip this weekend and Lil Troy, Ms Joyce and Ms Van are all going. Hopefully we can win some money! I went out to see you last week and cleaned your bench and plate off. It's still very hard as you can imagine. I miss and think of you daily!! Until next time, peace!

Sergeant Verlon Morrow
Maryland Transportation Authority Police/ Best Friend

April 23, 2010

God Bless...HERO


March 2, 2010


As time goes on the pain is still the same. We continue to pray for the family. I want you to know that you are still missed greatly. We Love You!


February 18, 2010

Thinking about your family today Det. Chesley and praying for peace for them. Office Pinder, thank you for your messages from time to time. I hope all is well on the job and off with you. Never thought we would have something like this in common. I do keep you and your family in my prayers along with Troy. Keep in touch and take care.

Lorrie Winder

February 17, 2010

Troy, Wish that we could have met but that was not to be. God had other plans for you and I know that He never makes a mistake. The world was a better place whilst you were amongst us. Rest in peace.

(Charles Chesley's daughter)

Cheryl Robertson

January 16, 2010

Its been three liong years already.Time sure has past. Im missing you more than ever.I am still having a hard time trying to deal with the fact that you are no longer here with me.I know that this is not what we both want.If it was your way,you would still be here with me for my birthday.1/10/10,the big 55 LOL and thats not getting old,as you would say.

Loving,missing you everyday


January 9, 2010

Troy as another sad day passes us by, know that you and your family are in our prayers

P/O J Rollhauser

January 9, 2010

Hey there my brother , Happy New Year. it seems like yesterday that we played in the snow .If i can recall, it was a few of us , Tony James and Joseph to name a few. and tony had this big blue coat , he would lay on his stomach and we would ride him down the hill as if he was a sled. boy was that fun or we would play in the hot summer sun all day and smell like old dogs later . if i could tell you some of the things we did as children i would have everyone here laughing, But the main thing is that , it goes to show you how much i miss my brother. No one would ever the type of bond we shared . its one of those thing that no one would understand. I will always remember that a brothers love is for ever, and that how long you will be in my heart. I love you and miss you so , Rest easy my brother, rest easy.

Ofc. Leroy Pinder
Big Brother

January 3, 2010




December 25, 2009

Merry Christmas Officer Chesley! Thinking of you today and your family.

Lorrie Winder
wife of Ofc. Winder E.O.W 7/3/04

December 25, 2009

Hey Troy! I stopped at Dulaney Valley today on my way to work. Just when I was feeling overcome with grief I noticed a older women with two young men. She gave me a smile and I wiped away my tears (gotta be a tough girl!) I told her that it never gets easier. She smiled and told me that she was your mother and she was there for your birthday. I am really glad I got to meet her. God Bless you and your family.
Much love and respect always Jen

Officer J Rollhauser

November 29, 2009

Hey there,
Let me be the fist to wish you a Happy Birthday. I could remember the birthdays that we shared together, and the one most remembered is , I think it your 7th or 8th birthday. Mommy gave you a sleep over ( i was really mad ) and Marcus brought you a set of Batman Underoos. Hey til this day I have not gotten my Underoos. So I am going to call mommy and tell her that for my 38th birthday I want some Hulk underoos , and then we will be even. As you watch me and my family just remember that "I Love You", and have never forgotten you. Rest easy my brother , Rest easy.....

Ofc. L. Pinder, Jr.
Brother/ Baltimore County Corrections

November 28, 2009

I haven't been here in awhile but I haven't forgotten about you. How could I? My mom isn't doing so well and I've really been struggling with the thought of losing another loved one. I am a wreck down here but I know that GOD, my father and you are watching over me. You are truly missed and until we meet again, good bye! As usual your friends and family will always continue to be in my prayers.

katherine reed

August 26, 2009

The wicked flee where no man pursueth, but the righteous are bold as a lion.
Proverbs 28:1

My thoughts and prayers are with you and your friends and family. May God bless and keep them.

To his kids: I know life without your dad is gonna be hard, but you gotta hang on. You are in the thoughts and prayers of many.

Friend of Off. Kris Fairbanks RIP 9-20-08


March 6, 2009

Forgive me for missing the anniversary of your E.O.W., but I felt as though I could not continue to read about so many tragedies. I now realize the visit each day to leave a word of encouragement and hope to the loved ones of others, helps me to remember that I am not alone with my pain and heartbreak. So may I say to your friends and loved ones that my thoughts and prayers are with them now and always. Continue to keep watch over them and those still out on patrol and may they know you will never be forgotten.

James Sheppard
Father of Sgt. Jason L. Sheppard EOW 12/7/06

February 19, 2009

Officer Chesley, I think of you and your family and keep you all in my prayers. I think of you most in the month of January and I know that God is carrying your family in the palm of his hands and he's mending their hearts slowly. One grain of sand which is hurt,anger,or pain is being removed little by little. It may be slow, it may never be complete, but know that God is working,caring,and carrying all of you. May Peace Be With You All and know that others do care and think about Officer Chesley and his family!

Lorrie Winder
wife of Ofc. Winder E.O.W 7/3/04

January 23, 2009

I've been going through some things lately so I haven't really stopped by like I normally do. Just know I didn't or couldn't forget about you. The young person that did this act of violence against you and caused so much grief will never be able to cause another family to go through what your family and friends live through everday. Just remember that he will meet his ultimate judgement one and will be held accountable for his taking of a precious life. You stopped him from getting away with another crime and fulfilled your duty as a great police officer and for that everyone is grateful. I love you and until we meet I will pray for your family and friends.


January 21, 2009

I am writing this letter to tell you how i feel.I love you so much and that will never change.Troy,you and i shared a special bond with each other.I am so glad that god blessed me with you for as long as your were here.I want you to know you will never be forgotten no matter what.I miss you so much and it hurts real bad.I know you are in a better place now.Troy i will NEVER forget you beautiful smile or your voice.I wish i can turn back the hands of time and bring you back to me,but i know that its not possible.So i will hold on until i see you again.I love you and i thank you for loving me.
Missing You Always,


January 9, 2009

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