Family, Friends & Fellow Officers Remember...

I miss you a lot tonight brother... You are a fantastic Deputy and were a wonderful trainee. I am a better person having known you. Rest in loving peace.

DFC
Orange County, FL Sheriff's Office

September 21, 2011

Ryan, I miss you so much! I just want to thank you for watching over me Friday night. I would have never been able to get into my house as fast as I did if it wasnt for YOU *My Guardian Angel*. I know you were there and I am so blessed I have you watching over me. I love you and miss you Ryan so much!

Shannon
Best Friend

September 18, 2011

Dear God,
Could I please have Ryan back.
Thank you, his mom

Tina Lambert
mother of Ryan

August 21, 2011

Ryan,
I am missing you so very much. I try and remember all the fun times we had together. I actually told the story about the time that you flipped me out of the golf cart. It wasn't all that funny at the moment but we sure laughed about it later. I remember that like it was yesterday. Too bad we can't go back in time.
You are and will always be in my thoughts. I am sure that you and grandpa are enjoying each others company. Your loss somedays is almost too much to bear.
I love you my Ryan. Until we are together again.
all my love, mom

Tina Lambert
mother of Ryan

August 12, 2011

I miss you Bum.......all my love, mom

Tina Lambert
mother of Ryan

July 7, 2011

I miss you so much! Not a day goes by that I dont think about you & our amazing memories we had together. You were truly one amazing friend that I will never forget. I love & miss you my friend. Please keep watching over me till we meet again in Heaven!

Shannon
Friend

June 22, 2011

Its been a long time Ryan. You and Jaimie and Aaron and Justin were the best kids around. I think back about you all fishing together and running around all over the place just being boys. You really had a good time! I wish it could have stayed like that forever. Im really glad that I met you again at Home Depot. I was standing in line and I looked up at my cashier and couldnt quite place who you were, but I knew I knew you. Then I saw the nametag Ryan and right away all the old memories came back to me. God Bless your Mom, I really miss her and my heart aches for the loss she has had. We will all be together again someday and I look forward to it. Love Missy and The McMaster Family

Melissa McMaster
Friend

June 7, 2011

Ryan,
Missing you so very much this holiday weekend. I keep thinking where does all the time go. You and grandpa are on my mind. Just wanted to tell you how much I love you. Of course, you knew that already. I miss you Bum.
love, mom

Tina Lambert
mother of Ryan

May 30, 2011

Happy Birthday Ryan! Thought about you all day today, just looked at a few baby picture at Grandma's house with your hair stickying straight up in the air.
You are always remembered and missed every day!

Kathy Burton
Aunt

May 17, 2011

Happy Birthday, Ryan. You are missed and we think about you every day.

Barb Szczesniak
Ryan's Aunt

May 17, 2011

Happy Birthday my Wonderful Guardian Angel in the Sky! Hope you and Brain are rocking it out up there having a blast for your 29th! I'll be having one for you later tonight. Miss you lots. Send your mom and amanda hugs & kisses in their dreams tonight. Can you make wishes up there? haha make it a good one! I know I will :)

Danielle
Friend/BSO

May 17, 2011

Dearest son,
I so wish that we were spending your birthday together. Your birthday's were always so special. I remember for one of your birthdays getting you that BMX bicycle that you wanted. I had to hide it in the shower so you wouldn't find it! You were so surprised!
The day you were born was one of the happiest days. So as another year passes I am wishing you a "happy birthday" in heaven. I love you my sweet son.
all my love, mom

Tina Lambert
mother of Ryan

May 16, 2011

Ryan,
I received the Mother's Day card. Dana took care of everything. What a good friend she is to the both of us. You chose your friends well. They continue to do wonderful and kind things for me.
Mother's Day is so difficult without you. I try and be happy for all of the other mother's but inside my heart is crying. Maybe tonite you will hug me in my dreams. I love and miss you terribly.
all my love, mom

Tina lambert
mother of Ryan

May 7, 2011

Ryan I just wanted to let you know - but you probably already know. You have a new name sake. Max Ryan Seabase was born Monday 4/11/11. I'm sure that he will grow up to be a great young man just like you were.

Kathy Burton
Aunt

April 15, 2011

Ryan,
How I wish Jesus would let you come back for just one day. But we all know one day would not be enough. I miss you so much. I keep thinking of all the things that will never be. Often I feel numb from your loss. I am sad that we can't make new memories.
I am sending kisses and hugs to heaven.
all my love always, mom xo

Tina lambert
mother of Ryan

April 1, 2011

I see the Signs of how much you loved and adored Amanda. I was alone this year remembering you and honoring you. Miss you, and thank you. :-)

Danielle
Friend

March 7, 2011

Missing you.

Tina lambert
mother of Ryan

March 3, 2011

5 years today and not a day goes by that I do not think of you.... I miss you so much... I know that no matter where I am you are looking over me. My thoughts and prayers are with your family. Until we meet again... Gone to soon... xoxo

Jonelle

February 15, 2011

You are not forgotten. My thoughts and prayers are with your parents as another anniversary date arrives.

Constable Amanda Pandolfi #1249
York Regional Police, Ontario Canada

February 15, 2011

Not a day goes by that we don't all think about you and miss you. These five years have flown by, but yet they haven't.
We all wish we had a least one more day with you!

Kathy & Bob Burton
Aunt & Uncle

February 15, 2011

Wishing you a happy anniversary in heaven Ryan. I know you are missed by all.

Nancy Weaver
Barre, Vermont Friend

February 15, 2011

We will never forget the heroes who gave their all for us, and you sir are one of them. My heart and prayers are with your parent's today as they face another EOW without you. Continue to rest in peace and patrol the streets above.

Deb Azure
Mother of Deputy Renee Danell Azure
EOW 08/06/02
Union County SO, Lake Butler, FL

Anonymous

February 15, 2011

Ryan,
It has been five years and I still can't beleive this has happened. I am at a loss for words today. I will never be able to describe how much I miss you. All I can say is" gone too soon".
I love you my baby boy!
all my love, mom

Tina lambert
mother of Ryan

February 14, 2011

Ryan,
I know you know how much we all miss you. Loosing you was by far the hardest thing I have ever had to deal with. You truly were an amazing man inside and out. I know you are with all of us every day and watching over us. I can not believe its going to be 5 years on Tuesday that you were taken away from us. Please give all of us that little touch from above on Tuesday so we can stay strong for you (as Tuesday is going to be a hard day for all who's lives you touched). I love and miss you Ryan. Not a day goes by that I dont talk to you and remember all our great memories we had together. Please always watch over me Ryan & give me the strength to keep my head up high. Keep an eye out from above for the balloon I will be sending you on Tuesday. I miss you my friend!

Shannon

February 12, 2011

Ryan, more and more people are joining you in that beautiful place. My Grandpa and Yours, glad you are all together now watching over us. Thank for you showing the signs and being with Amanda for little Tommys arrival! He is so beautiful. :-) miss you so very much!!

Danielle
Personal Friend/BSO

February 12, 2011