Family, Friends & Fellow Officers Remember...

Hi My Love,
I miss you...thank you for your love and support in everything I did when you were here as well as what I am trying to accomplish now...I feel you in my heart, mind, and soul, and am so grateful for your loving spirit in all the areas in my life. I really miss having you here to share our life in the way only we could and remembering the way we pictured our future...I remember when our world was right. Night time is always the hardest for me (and always will be)...I miss our talks and the sharing of our day. I am blessed to know that there will be a day when everything will be right again...God is Great!!!
Until we are reunited in Heaven... I love you my Soul Mate xoxoxo

your loving wife

August 29, 2013

Hi my love,
Miss you as always and just wanted to stop by to tell you about a wonderful event I attended yesterday. It honored all our Brave Officers who gave their lives in the Line of Duty in our area. You of course were honored and they allowed us to give out a Howard Stevenson Award of Excellence. Each surviving family chose who would receive their award.
I love that none of you are forgotten...
The kids are doing wonderful making you proud by living the life we had hope for them....

Until we are reunited again I love you my Soul Mate xoxoxo

your loving wife

August 25, 2013

I have read a lot of reflections since finding this site a few months ago, but none like the ones I have read from this heroes wife, soul mate and wonderful person. You also are a hero. They have given me a good cry and torn a little bit of my heart, but nothing like how many cries and heart aches you and your family must have had. I am sure God is keeping him busy patrolling the streets of heaven!

Trooper, badge 351 (ret)
MN STATE PATROL (RET)

August 1, 2013

Hi Sweetheart and the love of my life...
Even though we are apart...you are always in my heart, thoughts, and actions...Happy Anniversary...I will see you again soon.
Love you Soul Mate xoxoxox

your loving wife

June 25, 2013

i think about you everyday, all day. i check this website each morning. when i see a new post, i am grateful and even joyful. i know people move on, even we do.....but we don't really. there is progress, but our hearts will always be in 2005.
on the way home tonight i passed the sheraton hotel and i could envision all of us, and all the law enforcement gathered there for the annual CA OD MEMORIAL.

your weeee baby is 22 today.

and also, how ironic that sergio wrote too. proof that you imprinted his life and he too never forgets. he shares all of our loss. i will translate, as i think it is so loving, befitting, and heartwarming........ love you How.
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from SERGIO FAZ:
My dear Brother

by this time we would be getting together with our kids there in Modesto, anyway I hope sooner or later they are known, know that we were great friends, brothers.

A hug my brother Howard

FAMILY

June 9, 2013

Mi estimado Hermano

para estas fechas estaríamos juntandonos con nuestros hijos alla en Modesto, espero que de cualquier forma tarde o temprano ellos se conozcan, sepan que fuimos excelentes amigos, hermanos.

Un abrazo mi hermano Howard

Sergio Faz Cantu
High School Friend

June 5, 2013

Hi my love,
I miss you and my heart aches to be in perfect love forever with you and all who I love and miss... I pray daily for our Police, Military, Fire, and EMS, as well as all those who put their life on the line to protect all of us...May God Bless them and keep them safe from harm.
I keep our family and friends in my daily prayers and ask for peace and understanding about our Lord Jesus Christ's love and the truth of His sacrifice for our salvation...so that we all can all be reunited for eternity and rejoice in the Glory of God!!! in peace and happiness
Until I see you again I Love you Soul Mate xoxoxo

wife of
Sgt. Howard Stevenson E.O.W. 1/9/05

May 16, 2013

Hey Howie. I put the finishing touches on my Jeep. Fallen Officer license plate with your ID#. I bought the jeep to do all the things you used to love, hunting, fishing, etc. I thought it a fitting tribute and now you will be with me when I am up in the mountains. Thinking about you a lot lately. Miss you Brother.

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May 1, 2013

Hi My Love,
You have been in my heart and continued thoughts with every activity I took part in today... love you so very much and am longing to see you again in your Heavenly position!!! I know tomorrow is the first day of spring and I have been spring cleaning all day today. I remember when we would work together side by side cleaning up the winter yard and cleansing our home of stuff we no longer needed yet some how obtained through the year. I am much better at not obtaining stuff but instead spend my time being grateful for what God has provided:) I know the most amazing provision I received from God was the internal knowledge that I will see you again in Heaven with our Lord and Savior. No one can take that truth away from me...and I am beyond grateful.
I wanted to just tell you how much you are missed as well as the many loves in my life..like my my Grandma, Dennis, and of course my mom...I felt your presents as I worked trough my day....give Sadie a hug and pet for us...she is running and playing with you all now...London and I are out walking everyday together, I think she is adjusting to being top dog (if Myla will let her that is...she is trying to dominate London)
Please know I am keeping everyone in my daily prayers for safety and good health and I know you are watching over all of us...Thank You, until we are reunited again, Know I love you Soul Mate xoxoxo

your enternally loving wife

March 19, 2013

Happy Birthday Our Love,
we miss you and love you more than words can ever say...are hearts are longing for the day we are all together forever. You are a gift from Heaven and we were blessed to have you here with us to hold and love on. I know you are here with us spiritually and we feel your love always around us. It is day's like today that are extra hard because we know we would all be together celebrating your Birthday and loving on you with all our hugs and kisses...and Birthday treats
Please watch over us knowing how much you are loved:)
Love you Soul Mate xoxoxoxoxoxo

your loving family forever

February 18, 2013

Happy Valentine's Day my love,
I spent today with with my other loves....your sister and mom:)
We had a wonderful time together and you are always with us..
Thank You for watching over us and just know we love and miss you with every fiber of our hearts.
Until we are together again my Soul Mate xoxoxo

your loving wife forever

February 14, 2013

Blessed are the Peace Makers, for they shall be called the sons of God. Howie, I miss you, I remember you, you are, truly, a HERO. God bless you and your family, every day!

J Gatlin
CPD - Ret

January 12, 2013

Hi our love,
well we are filled with love and support from out CPD family and friends that have stayed steadily by our side through the good times and the challenging times....we are blessed the annual Howie Luncheon was amazing, we got to catch up a bit with everyone and give and get a ton of hugs:) You are not forgotten and are missed by everyone that know and love you...
Keep watching over all and as Greg said, don't forget to whisper a heavenly reminder to keep Officer safety number one priority!! So many Brave Officers protecting and serving selflessly
I as you know am still counting the days until we are reunited
forever in Our Lords Heaven xoxoxo Soul Mate until then

your loving family forever

January 11, 2013

Hey Howie, another year has passed, eight in total. It seems like yesterday. I think about you every day and continue to tell your story, not so much about how you died, but how you lived, to those that I train. I miss you buddy. I know you watch over us and I have felt your presence on more than one hairy call over this past year. Please continue to be our 10-11 from heaven, whispering in our minds; reminding us to be on guard with our officer safety.

Greg Yotsuya, Patrol Officer
Ceres pd

January 10, 2013

I guess we will never stop missing you, but I am looking forward to seeing you again in heaven and seeing that big smile. Love you Howie.

Dispatcher
Ceres PD

January 9, 2013

Another year has passed.
My thoughts and prayers are with your loved ones and friends on this anniversary of your EOW.
You will never be forgotten.
Thank you for your service and your ultimate sacrifice.


Rest in Peace Sergeant Stevenson

Petra Richards
proud mother of a Police Officer

January 8, 2013

Hi my love,
well I have began this New Year 2013 with hopes of continued Heavenly guidance...Please keep each of us in your prayers... asking our Lord Jesus to give each of us His grace and love all the year through. We miss you and all our love ones now in Heaven. What brings me great peace and joy is that there will be a day that I (only by the grace of our Holy God) will begin my eternal life too. I love you and miss you my Soul Mate...I know you see how everyone we love is doing from your position of Heaven. I continue to pray for safety and protection for all. Always asking for Heavenly insight to guide each one of us on our Earthly paths each year! I am sending hugs and kisses upward xoxoxo
until we are together forever I will keep counting the days:)

your loving wife forever

January 2, 2013

Merry Christmas our Love and Hero,
we all miss you so very much and can't wait to see you some day soon:) We had a nice Christmas with family... we love you and are sending kisses and hugs to all our sweet Angel's in Heaven xoxoxoxox
Until we ware reunited Soul Mate xo

your loving family forever

December 26, 2012

Oh My Love,
my heart is broken beyond belief and I know you are watching from your Heavenly place...today so many hearts have been broken. We are a Nation of sad and lost people...pray with me to Our Lord Jesus Christ, Who died for our sins...to help us find forgiveness, guidance, wisdom, and mercy. Help me to pray the right way, to our Lord Jesus Who is the only One that can comfort us all. This horrific act has touched so many... We are heart broken...and like so many that know the pain that a violent and horrific act can bring, we pray for God's comfort. These beautiful children were a gift....now they are safe in our Lords Perfect Arms, yet we are here to grieve their loss. I continue to keep everyone involve and all that are lost and hurting in my prayers. Praying always that our Lord Jesus will comfort those that are hurting...and showing His Magnificence and Purpose even through this horrific act. I love You Howard and know you are with our Lord Jesus, Who loved us first even in our sin...my love you are not forgotten, always missed, and loved beyond this world...until we are reunited my soul mate...xoxoxo counting the days

your loving wife forever

December 15, 2012

Hi my love,
Happy Thanksgiving :) we spent a wonderful day together with family...we miss you but know that you and our family Angels are watching over us...Love you and am still counting the days until we are together again Soul Mate xoxoxo

your loving wife forever

November 23, 2012

Hi my love,
just me again...we are well into mid October and after another"Indian Summer" we are finally heading into official California Fall weather. As the seasons come and go, my love for you continues grow, even though you are not here physically, I see you in our strong family...from your loving parents and amazing sister, too our outstanding, strong, and humble young adult children. How blessed am I...
Howard, I long to be where you are and count the days until we are once again reunited...I know when my work is done we will be togther eternally in peace and love:) Thank You for loving all of us...not only here but eternallyl...God is so full of Grace! I love you my Soul Mate xoxoxo

your loving wife

October 21, 2012

Good morning my love,
It is the second day of fall, and I can feel the change of the season all around me. I miss you beyond words. I long to see you and keep my heart toward Heaven:) I pray that you know how much we love you and miss you...kiss my mom for me and I will be home when my work is done...love you all xoxoxo

your loving wife forever

September 22, 2012

Hi my love,
you are always in my thoughts and my actions...thank you for being my amazing partner and the best dad for our wonderful children, I know everyone misses you. The world is less bright with out you here...Love you and counting the days until we are reunited! I know you are safe with our Heavenly Father Jesus Christ :) You you Soul Mate xoxoxo

your loving wife forever

August 7, 2012

Happy 26th Anniversary my love...words will never convey the love and longing of my heart...I miss you and I love you and I am counting the days that we are together again.....LOVE You Soul Mate xoxoxo

your loving wife forever

June 25, 2012

Happy Father's Day We love you and miss you! We know we are blessed to have you be the GREATEST Dad ever here or in Heaven you will still be influencing our hearts. We amazing love and respect Your devoted family:) Until we are reunited again love you soul mate forever

your loving wife forever

June 17, 2012