Family, Friends & Fellow Officers Remember...

Was looking over some papers from academy saw your name, you had a great laugh, always were good when we needed someone to keep us going, you helped get me through Brother, still hard to believe you are not here with us but know you are watching over us and keeping us safe.

D.C.

May 10, 2010

As Police Week is here I just wanted to let you and your family know you are not forgotten. Rest in Peace Brother, we have it now.

Fellow Leo
Memphis, Tn

May 10, 2010

So many times I just have to ask "How in the world?" How many times did I say the day of the roadblock - "OH MY GOSH!" You know, your parents know, I know, and so do the others that were there. Two letters lying on the ground, M and R. So simple yet so meaningful to everyone there. What were the chances? So many things have happened even since that day; the Marathon and now today, so tragic but Officer York's name to be added on the Memorial.

Karen
HPD

May 2, 2010

Dearest Son,

Tomorrow is Easter, generally that is the day I feel the most hopeful, but today I just feel so down. I miss you so much. The past couple of weeks have been horribly painful with the deaths of the sons of two of our friends. Being with Joey brought back the raw pain and terror of losing you and knowing what lies ahead for their families. We try to be strong for each other and draw on your strength to help others but sometimes I just want to lay down and refuse to get up until I see you. Forgive me for being so sad today, but my heart aches for you. I'm trying to picture you in the beauty of heaven. My Son, My Life.

Momma

April 3, 2010

I don't think a day goes by where I don't realize you are not here with us. Instead, you watch over us--protecting us, loving us, believing in us. Today was a beautiful day. I sat outside for a few minutes to breathe it all in; I am sure I felt you right beside me...

Anonymous

March 30, 2010

Happy St. Patrick's Day my beautiful, smiling eyes, Son of My life. I'm sitting here listening to an irish cd daddy put on for me before he left. Thinking of you, loving you, missing you.....always.

This may post twice, but who cares. I could tell you a million times a day I love you and it wouldn't be enough.

Momma

March 17, 2010

Across all time and space there is still love.
NOTHING will ever take that away from us.

Anonymous

March 13, 2010

hey matt...just wanted to say i miss you...i know you know this. and i can't help but think you miss me too...
i love you~

jess
'lil sis

March 12, 2010

Still touching lives even after all this time...

Anonymous

February 19, 2010

Linda,
Thinking today of you and Matt and Don.
I know how hard it is missing them.
Tears still flow and hearts still hurt.
And I know at times it is still hard to believe that they are gone but I know they live in our hearts.
God bless you and your family.
Hugs,
Lorraine Bond

Anonymous

February 14, 2010

Your mother could and would be a mother to all of us. We miss you man.

A friend

February 14, 2010

Happy Valentine's Day Precious Son.

Sarge and I went up to your hill this morning on the way to work.....a family of FIVE (of course :) deer were just leaving as we rounded the curve. Thanks for making me smile.

I love you.

Momma

February 14, 2010

My heart will always cry for you until I see you again.

Anonymous

February 6, 2010

Hey Precious Son,

Well, the page is turning to 2010.....I have nothing to say about that except I love you.

Yes, your presents were a big hit. Ethan just about lost it when he opened his from you. (so did Jenny :). And let me add, Ethan and Ella were both very entertaining at the dinner table with the "special" gift you sent. I am so very thankful that your spirit shines right through them.

Momma

December 31, 2009

Precious Son,

It's Christmas Eve....again....I've turned the lights off and am getting ready to leave the shop. I'm headed up to visit you AND Daddy this time....reindeer peeps for you and chocolate covered cherries for daddy, golly how can something so ridiculous make me cry. How does the Alamo look from up there? I love you both so much. Hope your presents for Ethan and Ella met with your approval, Jenny's face should be priceless when she sees part of them. But heck, they have always wanted that little present of yours that I keep in the buffet drawer, they take it out all the time and laugh at it. I figured they were big enough to have one this year. Hopefully, the fact that it is from you will save me.

Son of my Life, Gift of God, it's the birth of a son and the son, that makes the tears flow especially hard. I love you more than words will ever be able to express, but you know. That's all that matters.

Momma

December 24, 2009

Dear Linda ~

Thank you for your messages on Jesse's site - as you know it's always a comfort to get a new reflection, and to know that people are still remembering. Your sweet son is also remembered - especially during the holidays. I know it doesn't get easier.....we just get used to it.

I hope you are doing well, and that you find a way to enjoy the Christmas season. My wish for you is that Matt finds a way to comfort you during the holiday, that you are able to think of him and smile a little, that your heart won't heart quite so much. My wish is that you find peace, even if for only a little while.

Take care, Matt's mom forever, and know that you are being thought of with love.

Carin
Jesse's wife

December 24, 2009

Thinking of you and all of your loved ones as Christmas arrives once again. I know your spirit will be present for all those that love you and care about you. Continue to keep watch over all of your loved ones and protect them. You have not been forgotten.

Bob Gordon
Father of Chicago Officer: Michael P. Gordon, EOW: 8/8/04

December 23, 2009

Linda

Thanks so much for rhe sweet message. I am sorry that this year has been so hard for you, but I understand your feelings of longing for Matt. The hurt never goes away and the pain, pride and love are forever.

Your friend

Phyllis

Phyllis Loya
mother of fallen officer Larry Lasater

December 22, 2009

Dear Matt,

I am proud to know your parents and be able to give your mom a hug every now and then. We miss you down here, continue to watch over us and especialy your dad.

Friend and Officer

December 19, 2009

Dearest Son,

Last night was the PD Christmas party. Every time I would hug one of the boys and feel their vest I would close my eyes and be hugging you. Baron was presented the "Officer of the Year Matt Rittenhouse Memorial Award". Karen and I received "The Life of the Party" awards.....the picture they put on it was so bad I was told not to show my grandkids:). I was thinking about you later and hope you are proud of that award.....you know how important it has always been for us to laugh and be crazy.......and I remember thinking after your accident I will never laugh again. Amazingly, I do, we all do. The sadness is always underneath it all and it's a bittersweet life, but it is because of you and for you that we are determined to live out this life honoring your love,your life, your joy, and your laughter until FINALLY we are all back together again in each others arms laughing and crying (there have to be tears of JOY in heaven). So until that time comes, I will laugh and cry for you, my precious son of my life.

Momma

December 12, 2009

No matter what else may ever be happening I will always and forever be thankful and grateful for you my precious son.

Momma

November 25, 2009

Missing you more than ever if that is possible, so many things would be more bearable if you were here and I could see your beautiful smiling eyes and hear you laugh.

Momma

November 17, 2009

Matt:
as tragic as your death is/was i am so thankful that your wonderful family did not have to endure the thanklessness of many of the citizens of Roane county and suffer through court proceedings like the Jones and Brown Families. Your loss is hard enough i could not imagine

Sgt. Troy Wright
Kingston Police Dept.

November 13, 2009

hi sweetest...i just had a dream of you, jen, and me...i woke up missing you so much. it's been so long since we've gotten to talk, since we hugged, since you spun me around, and i miss all of those things desperately. i miss you desperately. i like what jenny said in another post...that they are loving you fiercely...that, too, is how i am loving you. don't forget me down here, matt. i still need you.

jess
'lil sis

October 19, 2009

I love you my precious son.

Momma

October 15, 2009