Family, Friends & Fellow Officers Remember...

Isaac,

I visited your grave site on your birthday, I've never been so proud and so sad at the same time. I was playing ball with my sons, which made me happy, then I realized the moments you'll never be able to spend with Isabella, and I couldn't stop crying. Those times are priceless, Renata has the toughest times ahead of her, going on with life and mournig her hero, who was everything to her. How does this stuff happen? No on eknew that at age 20 your life was 2/3 rds over. At age 14.5 It was halfway, you lived a really good 29 years, your family is blessed, the world misses the fact that we don't get 50+ more years with you. But you taught us all a valuable lesson, smile, live life to the fullest, never leave anything on the table, and do what's right. God Bless you Isaac. You're 30 years are better than most people's lives. We all love you and miss you more than you could ever imagine. You'd be proud of every single one of your friends, loved ones', and comrades. They tried there best , just like you. Your parents, sister and wife are suffering most but aren't alone. Isabella, your Dad is stuff only legends are made of, and all of us realize that.

Mike A.

July 19, 2004

REMEMBER ME”
Law enforcement officers are, indeed, a special breed of people. Ask anyone on the street and they will tell you that they would not have our jobs for anything in the world. It takes something special to do what we do and at the same time be able to even contemplate retirement. We try to be optimists. Unfortunately, there are a few of us who will never make that date with retirement. By the very nature of our job, we are at risk everyday of losing our lives, either at the hand of some deranged individual or in some other situation that we, by virtue of our occupation, may be unable to avoid. Some people have recognized the hazardous duties we involve ourselves in, the risks we take, and the pride we take in accomplishing that job. There is National Law Enforcement Week, dedicated to us who gladly accept the responsibility of protecting the citizens in our respective jurisdictions. National Law Enforcement Officers Memorial Day is dedicated to those who gave their lives in the line of duty. These are but a two examples of remembrances specifically for law enforcement personnel. Remembrances that come but once a year. We should remind fellow officers of another type of remembrance, one that will last a lifetime. Sooner or later, a doctor will pronounce us dead. It is inevitable. Regardless of whatever happens, death is the end we will all have to face.
“IT IS DEATH THAT WE CAN LIVE FOREVER”
This was written by an unknown author.

July 19, 2004

ZAK-
I took pictures of you today. Your family and friends sure know how to throw a 30th. birthday party! Beautiful flowers, balloons, cards, American Flags, and of course, Jager, kept you company. The sun rose and shined on your flawless head gently touched with dew. I knew that you were at peace. I kissed your head and told you that I would visit again soon. I walked away, and no matter how far I got, you still stood out. "You shouldn't be here Zak, you shouldn't be here" echoed in my head...Maybe I'm wrong Zak, but no matter how much that night plays in my head, I know that you took a bullet meant for someone else. You ARE an Angel! May the Lord be with you and yours...Patty.

Off. Brown, Bayview Station-MIDS
S.F.P.D.

July 17, 2004

HAPPY 30TH BIRTHDAY!

July 17, 2004

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ISAAC, wow this is so hard ,we miss you so much, you know exactly what a hard time I would have given you about turning 30! I'm so glad Renata kept your car, everytime I go outside, I stare at it and its like I can almost see and hear you, it keeps everyone going. Hope you are behaving in heaven and not driving the way you use to down here! You will live in our hearts forever and will not be forgotten. Love you and miss you! P.S. Your legacy continues, we are still being awaken in the mornings by the workers at your house, just like you use to do, my god don't I wish it was you, even if you woke us up in the middle of the night!! Remember the morning you came to ask if I had any bread because you did not want to go to the store, well Bella came over today and asked "Sonia, do you have pan dulce, and chocolate?" A reminder of you. Love you Isaac, and miss you!!

Sonia

July 17, 2004

Happy Birthday!!!!!!!!! Can you taste the JAGER? Truly-from the TRIBE from DALY CITY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! WE MISS YOU ZAK.

Your Boy--- GMACK

July 16, 2004

HEY COUSIN,
WE JUST WANTED TO WISH YOU A HAPPY BIRTHDAY. WE KNOW TODAY IS HARD FOR EVERYONE, BUT WE HOPE YOU ARE CELEBRATING UP THERE IN HEAVEN.

RENATA, LET US KNOW IF THERE IS ANYTHING WE CAN DO FOR YOU OR BELLA. WE KNOW THINGS MUST BE ESPECIALLY HARD RIGHT NOW WITH BELLA'S BDAY COMING UP IN A FEW WEEKS ALSO.

MUCH LOVE AND WE'LL SEE YOU AGAIN,
ERIK, GINA & EMILIO

Erik, Gina & Emilio
The Fam

July 16, 2004

Never Say Goodbye, say See You Later.
i am eternally grateful that I met you. There are days that I find myself thinking about you. I wish I cld see you one last time and see your huge grin. You will always be a hero to me-ALWAYS WILL no matter what. It breaks my heart to hear that you left us to a better place. Please watch over and give blessings to Bella and Renata and familia.

You have taught me to smile to whoever and make their day. :) love you isaac.

-a kid who admires you.

July 16, 2004

Happy Birthday!

July 16, 2004

Zak:

Today would have been the big 30 for you..A bunch of us are just going to get together in your honor. Look down on us and give us that laugh man...Your friendship will always be missed but your legacy stands forever. I love you bro...

Manoj

July 16, 2004

Happy Birthday, Isaac! Tomorrow you probably would have a big bbq with families and friends and would be celebrating with my uncle eric. We all miss you, isaac.

WHen we celebrated my birthday on july 10th, My uncle eric metioned to me "this friday is isaac's birthday" that moment when he said it--he misses you dearly. Have a great bday in heaven.

Godspeed.

Aracelia

July 16, 2004

To the craziest Angel in heaven...Happy 30th Birthday! We miss and love you, Isaac! You will always be loved.........and never forgotten. Thank you for the memories and laughter, we'll cherish them forever.

July 16, 2004

Happy Birthday....you will always be a part of me. I'm sorry this happened to you. You were so kind, and full of life. I will think of you today, and toast to you on your Birthday. Que Dios bendiga tu familia.

July 16, 2004

Happy Birthday Isaac!!
I know that you would have had a blast tonight! Man, Isaac you will always be your 20's, while we age :(

Thinking of you, have a good one! :)

July 16, 2004

HAPPY BiRTHDAY iSAAC.. YOUU AREEE SOOO OLD!.. 30!.. HAHAH IF YOU WERE STILL WITH US.. WE WOULD HAVE MADE ALOT OF FUN OF YOU BECAUSE YOU WERE GOING TO BE SOO OLD.. LOL.. I KNOW THAT YOUR LOOKING OVER US RIGHT NOW.. WE MISS YOU... NEVER FORGET US ISAAC.. YOU ARE TRULY MISSED.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! =] LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU..

<33 MONiCA ' YOUR NEiGHBOR'

MONICA

July 16, 2004

My sweet Angel,
Happy birthday, Isaac. I'm thinking of you today and always, wishing you were still with us. Although I didn't know you for a long time, I can't help but think how lucky I was to know you...even if it was for the short time that I did. It took me awhile to write; something like this is hard to put down in words. Besides I know you hear me talking to you, and better yet I know that you are there. Just know that no matter where I am and what I do, you are always on my mind and in my thoughts.
I had just seen you three days prior to April 10,...completely random that I bumped in to you. When I got the call that night it was so surreal. I had just given you a hug hello, where you were telling me about your trip to South Beach. I still question and wonder why I was one of the few who got to say goodbye to you before this tragedy. Of course I didn't think it would be my last time seeing you, but I am so grateful that I did.
Your death has taken an unbearable toll on me and my family. We are so sorry that this happened to you, and we pray for you and your family every night.
So because I never got the chance to tell you, I'd like to express from the bottom of my heart how thankful and honored I am to be your friend. Thank you for welcoming me in to your world with open arms.
Never goodbye, only farewell sweet Angel. I'll see you in my dreams.

friend

July 16, 2004

Happy Birthday!!!!!

July 16, 2004

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ISAAC!!!!!

July 16, 2004

Happy Birthday Isaac, I think this is the worst day of my life. I've had you on my mind constently for the last 48 hours with tears in my eyes to match. I love you Isaac, with all my heart as I have done so since the first day you were born. You were a saint then and you are a saint how. Forever my brother, my hero.
Auntie

Auntie

July 16, 2004

Sorry Zak,
I just found out that my first e-mail to you and the family was lost in some error! Here goes: I remember meeting you and Derrick at a fellow Officer's fundraiser about 4yrs. ago. I told u and D. that I would complete probation and become permanent personnel at Bayview Station. Not one time did u or D. laugh at me or put me down, after all, there is no waiting list for Co. C! That everlasting impression of seasoned Officers (who were "Officers of the Month" that month)who remembered where they came from- the bottom just like everyone else. I had the opportunity to work with you and D. when I got to Bayview Swings. I could've sworn your call sign was "Code-33"! Haaa. I knew that u had a little girl named "Bella". U were in the middle of a report when u bolted for the locker room and produced a photo of gorgeous little Bella in a red Niners outfit. Selfless...I met Renata for the first time at our 2001 Christmas dinner. I asked u if she was a model because she was beautiful with class and style to match. U blushed, and actually seemed speechless! U looked over at Renata, smiled, and politely told me, "No." U could absolutely see ur love and connection...a true bond and happiness. Its still unreal Zak...I never thought that I would have to hear "406, Officer down, AK-47" and KNOW whose voice that was- Barry's. I thank Off. Wise for talking me thru my Cd. 3 response to get to u and B. I never drove so intense, thru tears, praying aloud, screaming at my partner, with about ten units from outside districts following me...Chaotic. The intestinal fortitude of Christine, Josh, and Alice (and other Officers)to provide immediate medical attention to a fallen Officer was unbelieveable. Our supervisors put on their poker faces and helped us thru the nite. I will visit you on your birthday, as will several others, and on many days following...God Bless u and urs, Always, Patty.

Off. Brown, Bayview Station-MIDS
San Francisco Police Department

July 16, 2004

ZAK-
In about a half hour, it would've been your 30th. birthday! I am pretty speechless as far as the entire incident and aftermath of politics, and "mad" would be an understatement of how I've felt for the last three + months. I think of u and know that u wouldn't want us to be mad, but to jump back into the game and win. We love you so much and think of you every day, several times a day...putting on our uniforms and stars, and thanking the lord and (you) his Angel for helping us get through the watch- alive...Feliz Cumpleanos Isaac, te amo hermano! Patty.

Off. Brown, Bayview Station-MIDS
San Francisco Police Department

July 16, 2004

To the family of Isaac Espinoza,
I all to well know your grief and pain. As your husband was taken from you just five days before my own in the very same manner. I think of you daily and hope that with each difficult day you may find some measure of comfort.

Michelle Gray
Spouse of Stephan Gray EOW 04/15/04

michelle gray

July 10, 2004

Renata, Our family will always remember the love Isaac had for you. I remember him coming to Popo's house, and he had this big smile on his face. I asked him, "Wheres Renata?" He said, "She's at church." But it was the way he said it. He was so proud of you!! You guys brought the best out in each other. Don't ever forget that he still wants the best for you. May all your prayers truly be answered, and may you find the strength in God to find happiness again. We love you Renata! Adele

Cousin

July 7, 2004

I think about you everyday, and I visit this website. I know your Birthday is near. Wow, you left this world before 30. You will always be young and handsome and full of love. That is the way I will remember you, a nice, funny and wild guy! I miss you Isaac.

July 6, 2004

Renata,
There is not a day that has gone by that I do not say a prayer for you. For strength, for serenity, for peace, for God to give you the answers to all your questions. I understand the Love Isaac and you have and how this must have left your heart. So I pray for you, I pray for your daughter, I pray for your parents, I pray for your siblings, and I pray for Isaac's family.
God protect you, God give you the strength, God answer your questions. Remember to look for God, to talk to him whenever you need to, to shut your door and pour your heart out to him as often as need be.

God Bless you!

Julie

July 6, 2004