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Deputy Sheriff Jason Michael Scott

Loudon County Sheriff's Department, Tennessee

End of Watch Friday, March 12, 2004

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Reflections for Deputy Sheriff Jason Michael Scott

Dearest Jason,
Thinking about you today. Days pass by , Holidays , birthdays, anniversaries, but never one goes by without thoughts of you. I miss you so much it hurts. I wish you were here to play with Jayden and watch her grow. She is a special little girl with alot of your traits.As I stood in the hall at the high school last night I could not get you off my mind. It seems no matter where we go there are reminders of you.We are so thankful for the thoughts and wonderful memories.I can still see your smile ,hear your laughter and I know I always will. I love & miss you Jason.
Carolyn

Carolyn Scott
StepMom

January 18, 2011

Dear Jason,
As one year ends and another begins we are reminded of alot of memories of you.We remembered how much you loved Christmas as we watched Jayden who happens to enjoy it as much as you.Your Dad and I talked about you alot during the holidays with tears and laughter. Of course Chris and I had a conversation about you on New's Year's Eve.He talked about all the trouble you and him use to get in. We miss you so much but the memories and the support of family and friends keep us going.Thanks for the ride the other day. I consider it one of the best Christmas presents ever...... It is comforting to know you had a wonderful Christmas with our Heavenly Father.Keep watching over Jayden. We love you.
Dad & Carolyn

Carolyn Scott
Step Mom

January 4, 2011

Jason I didn't forget you'r birthday I didn't take the time to write you and for that I am sorry I know that you know .But I Happy Birthaday I think of you every day.Chris and Missy talk about you all the time .We LOVE and miss you
on holidays so have a great one in heaven with mom and dad.

love alwAYS aunt Faye,

Anonymous

November 23, 2010

missing my brother everyday

Jayme
Sister

November 20, 2010

I think of u often but u have been on my mind even more so yesterday and today. Happy Birthday 910. We love and miss u!

Lt. Teresa Smith
Loudon County, TN Sheriffs Office

November 18, 2010

Happy Birthday Jason. As you celebrate in Heaven we will be remembering you today . Missy said she is going to sing you a Happy Birthday song. We miss you so much and wish you could be here with us. We love you Happy Birthday,
Dad and Carolyn

Carolyn Scott
Step Mom

November 18, 2010

Dear Jason,
The month of November is filled with birthdays starting with the 1st and continuing thru the 29th with yours right in the middle. As we celebrate these birthdays you will be there with us in spirit.Only our memories can fill the spot where you use to be , but we are so thankful for those. We were sitting at the table the other night and your Dad was in the chair where you sit the last time we saw you. I can still see you sitting there still hear our conversation that night. Wishing more than anything you were still with us. You are always in our heart and never far from our thoughts. We love you. Dad and Carolyn

Carolyn Scott
STEPMOM

November 8, 2010

Dear Jason,
Just wanted you to know I am thinking about you today. As we move into November we have alot of Birthdays's to celebrate. Yours being one of them. They start today and are scattered through out the month. You always made birthdays fun and special.You will be missed at each one of them. We are so thankful for all the birthdays we had with you and the memories we hold in our heart. Love you Jason,
Carolyn

CAROLYN SCOTT
STEPMOM

November 1, 2010

Jason been thinking of you a lot the bike ride is now over and it was a great sucess. We helped you'r dad but we didn't do much just help but the main thing is that you were thought of and talked about a lot and it helped a little girl that needed it. She is so sweet and you would have been proud. You're dad worked hard on it and was so proud of you to.You could see the Love and pride in his face.
We all love and miss you a nd think of you every day

Love Aunt Faye,

Anonymous

October 13, 2010

Dear Jason,
We were so proud as family and friends gathered for the bike ride in your memory. It was a beautiful day and we could feel you there with us.Even though you are not here with us physically, good things are still happening in memory of you.I know it would break your heart to see a sick child like Adyson.Helping the Cosner family shows what you were all about.You still bring joy to others as you always did.You are missed so much by so many people.
May we "NEVER FORGET" you and the ultimate sacrifice you made, may we "NEVER FORGET" the other officers who protect us daily, may we "NEVER FORGET" the needs of others in our community. We love you Jason
Dad and Carolyn

Carolyn Scott
StepMom

October 13, 2010

Dear Jason,
The 7th Annual Bike Ride is quickly approaching.Once again it will help a child in our community. The T-Shirts this year is one of your favorite colors,Orange.They really look good.It seems impossible it has almost been 7 yrs and in other ways it seems much longer. We miss you Jason, your sense of humor, your smile, the love you had for life. Jayden's cheerleading homecoming was Saturday. I'm sure she was the apple of your eye as she walked across the football field.She is a very sweet and special little girl. Keep the watch.... Love Dad and Carolyn

Carolyn scott
StepMom

September 20, 2010

Dear Jason,
I miss you so much. There are things I would like to talk to you about and hear you say "Don't worry just be Happy".
That was a phrase you used a lot and really meant it. Today is really no different from any other day.For some reason it hurts more some days than others. We were sitting outside the other night and out of the blue your Dad said wonder what Jason is doing.I said probably aggravating a family member or friend with a big smile on his face.You are never far from our thoughts. Jayden has had a good summer but I think she is looking forward to the 1st grade. Can you believe it?(1st Grade) She seems to like school and is very social. She is cheering on the hill this year and Joni says she loves it.It's going to be fun watching her.
Love and miss you so much..... Carolyn

Carolyn Scott
StepMom

August 2, 2010

Jason,

I haven't wrote you in a while but I hope you know that there is not a day goes by that I don't think of you .I call Chris and I think of you that instant and I think you know why. Jason all the holidays are not the same as when you were here and all the joke telling to. We went to Missies for the 4th and Dad and Carolyn were there too. Wish you could have seen the fire works and see Missy with her baby she is a good mom but you would laugh at her some too. Love and miss you very much.
AuntFaye,

Anonymous

July 6, 2010

Dear Jason,
I wish you could be here with us on this special day. I can only remember one time in the past when you forgot your Dad's birthday. You and Joni were married and you were so upset. You told me I was suppose to remind you. We could always count on you Jason and we miss you so much.
Sending you much love
Carolyn

Carolyn Scott
Step Mom

June 29, 2010

Dear Jason,
I hope you had a wonderful Father's Day in Heaven. Your Dad misses you so much and it is a hard day for him. Our pastor said there was no greater honor for a man than to be called "Dad". I am so glad you got to be called Dad before you left us. I know you are as proud of Jayden as your Dad is of you. We took Jayden to the cemetery for a visit yesterday. She said it is just too hot to get out, I can see my "Dad" from the car. She liked the air conditioning and watching The Chocolate Factory . She got a good one over on Gramps yesterday with some sort of a toy that shocked him. She is already filling your shoes pretty good in that area. She is like having a little piece of you with us. We are so thankful for that. Love you, Carolyn

Carolyn Scott
Step Mom

June 21, 2010

Dear Jason,

The cemetery looked so pretty yesterday as it was once again Homecoming.We know you are not there, that you are in a very special place in Heaven. It is still comforting to remember you in a special way by decorating your grave. It is also a reminder that one day there will also be a Homecoming in Heaven when we will all see each other again.We will always love you,miss you and remember you until that day comes. Love you , Dad & Carolyn

Carolyn Scott
Step Mom

June 7, 2010

Jason,
Jayden had her graduation from kindergarten yesterday.I know you are very proud of her as we are.Once again she got the award for being a Best Friend.They told me Nonni cried and I wondered what she was thinking. Maybe pictured you watching your daughter with a big smile on your face from ear to ear. I know I do. She is so friendly and always upbeat with a sweet smile on her face. It is so hard to watch her grow up without you here but somehow I believe you get to watch from a very special place. She loves playing softball,swimming,cheering and of course Parties!!!! Who does that sound like? (Well not so much the cheering) Joni does a good job at keeping her busy. She is surrounded with alot of family and friends. Rest in Peace knowing she is cared for and loved very much....
We miss you day after day
Love Dad & Carolyn

Carolyn Scott
Step Mom

May 25, 2010

Jason,

I agree with Carolyn; you would have been right there with us Tuesday night cheering, shouting and thanking God that Sheriff Guider got re-elected. We miss you every single day and think of you OFTEN! I don't know how many times I have glanced at the clock or watch and it says 910 and I can't help but think of you. A few of us are makming last minute plans to attend this years memorial since Mike morre's name is finally being added. We will definately spend some time at the wall by your name as well!!!!!

Lt. Teresa Smith
Loudon County Sheriff's Office

May 6, 2010

Dear Jason,
I wish you were here today to celebrate with us. You were always very supportive of Sheriff Guider and I know you are proud today he was re-elected for another term. March 12,2004 was a day that not only broke our hearts but broke Tim's as well. He was very proud of you and always remembers the sacrifice you made.Suzanne told us they don't just think of you on March 12, they talk about you and think about you everyday. Jason you are still missed by so many people. Your life made such an impact in so many different ways. We ran in to one of your buddies Tony at the ball field the other night. He could not get over how much Jayden looked like you. We had a good talk about the times you all use to come to the house in your little green truck.
I will miss your visit Sunday on "Mother's Day" . Thank you so much for the memories we shared . With God's help that's what gets us through, our memories and one day at a time.
Sending you lots of love, Carolyn

Carolyn Scott
Step Mom

May 5, 2010

Dear Jason,
This is a very special day. Your little girl turned 6 yrs old today.When her birthday comes there is the yearning and aching for you to be here with us. We miss you every day but there are certain events that deepens the hurt and pain of you not being here. We know you are proud of her and watching over her as she grows up. She is smart, funny,and quite the entertainer.
She kept us all entertained at her party last night. She played her pink fiddle while she sang Rocky Top and also did a little clogging. She is a joy to have in our lives. She has a favorite church-church (as she calls it) CD and her favorite song is "You Are Holy" she sings to the top of her lungs when we are riding in the car. Jason she has a love for Jesus at such a young age and loves going to church. Terry preached at church a couple of weeks ago and he said when he looked back and saw Jayden he almost losted it. He said he learned alot from you in your short life . That goes for all of us. We don't know why God chose to take you but we know you are having a wonderful life in heaven. We are forever thankful for you and the daughter you left for us to share in her life.
We Love and Miss you,
Dad and Carolyn

Carolyn Scott
Step Mom

March 23, 2010

Today was such a hard day. Trying to keep my self together for our daughter is so hard. We went to the buiding for a brief ceremony this morning. Every year it seems to get no easier to drive that path to the building where six years ago the parking lot was full of so many family members & close friends waiting to hear what all was going on. That day will always be a day of so much saddness and heart felt loss. As I took Jayden to school I came home and got that quite time I needed to myself to let my tears fall and my heart be so heavy. Then this afternoon Family, close friends, and some of your co-workers all came together to celebrate your life. I would say that it was very nice to see everyone join together and actually have a nice time for the memory of your great life here on earth. All the girls were playing and I could just see you right in the middle of all of them saying its my turn, and I bet you might have even cheered with them!!!
I had a thought cross my mind while everyone was at the house, that every time you entered any room what joy and laughter you brought. It seemed as if you were in the house tonight as everyone had great fellowship and happy smiling faces. That is what you were know for best was your smile. As we go thru another year and wait till the next I know that smiling face is the man that was my best friend and my loving husband. Now that you are in heaven my mind has peace knowing that you are smiling, laughing, playing funny jokes on people, and most of all still having that precious loving heart waiting on all of us to join you and have an eternal life together. As you know we will always miss you, not just on March 12th, but EVERYDAY of the year.
With much love,

Joni
Wife

March 12, 2010

THINKING OF YOU TODAY.

LT. TERESA SMITH
LOUDON COUNTY SHERIFF OFFICE, TN

March 12, 2010

Another year has passed and you are still admired and respectfully remembered in the hearts and minds of so many. My thoughts and prayers are with your loved ones and friends on this anniversary of your EOW. You will never be forgotten.

James Sheppard
Father of Sgt. Jason L. Sheppard EOW 12/7/06

March 12, 2010

Jason,
This month brings all of us such great heartache,disbelief and even joy near the end. I will never forget the morning Martha called and ask me to go and get Joni. Things were quiet when she said you had been shot. What a terrible feeling came over me. Our lives at that moment stopped. She couldn't give any details at that time. Later we got the news from the ER Doctor. Every minute of that day stays with us constantly. Just eleven days after that a precious baby girl was born. She looked so much like her daddy and brought great joy to our hearts.She will be six years old on March 23. Six years of sorrow and joy. We miss you six years later and we did the day you had to leave us. Jayden has been a joy and I know you watch over her in her daily life. We love and miss you and will see you again in a short while.

Donna Hamil
mother-in-law

March 10, 2010

Jason,

March is once again here. March 12, 2004 is a day that lives in each of us at LCSD every day of every year. You will forever be loved and missed.

Lt. Teresa Smith
Loudon County Sheriff Office, TN

March 8, 2010

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