Family, Friends & Fellow Officers Remember...

i love you daddy.

September 28, 2007

need you now.... more than ever....

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September 23, 2007

wish you were here....

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June 9, 2007

lt jackson... as always i was so touched to see your reflection... there is no greater comfort than knowing that your hero is not forgotten... although i still come here nightly, as the girls get older it gets harder and harder to post here all that goes on... they are growing into such beautiful young ladies and i know glen is as proud of them as i am... we are gearing up again for national police week... sadly our department lost an officer last year so my oldest daughter and i will be escorting his wife and children along with our departments chief and peer support officers... this is the first time my daughter is going back since the year glen was honored... i have gone back every year since as a volunteer and am elated that she has decided she is ready... there is no better therapy than the comraderie that COPS offers its survivors... my hope and prayer is that she will realize what a great feeling it is to give back and return for many years to come... i am so happy that you are enjoying retirement and in true LEO style still giving back to the community at the ymca... thank you again for stopping by and remembering our hero... heroes are not only the ones we lose... but those of you who have completed wonderful careers of service... god bless you lt jackson... and to our sweet beloved angel... you are always in our hearts...

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April 25, 2007

RG,

I continue to check on Glen and his family. I know the hurt will never go away, but you are in my heart and in my prayers. May the Lord heal you and guide you and his family until we all are reunited again. I have retired from LE and teach at a local YMCA. But it never really leaves, once a LEO always a LEO. God Bless.....

Lt. Stephen Jackson Ret.
Baton Rouge PD

April 24, 2007

remembering 4.08.89... you are still the keeper of this heart...

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April 8, 2007

Officer Gaspar, On the anniversary of your death I wanted to let you know sir, you have not been forgotten. You are a true hero. Thank you for your dedicated service.

My prayers are with you, your family, your friends and your department.

Bobby Boyd
Winston-Salem NC Police Dept

March 4, 2007

remembering you today...
four years and it seems
like a lifetime...
somehow on this day as if
nothin has changed...
i search for your soul within mine...

we are often told that time heals...
i'm afraid i no longer believe...
the clock keeps on ticking and
seasons still change...
and still we continue to grieve...

time does offer one consolation...
one right in front of our eyes...
we have learned that life is too
short not to live, love and laugh...
set limits as high as the skies...

four years now since you were taken...
anger, confusion, pain and regret...
we are learning to live and make
memories that are new...
but you we will never forget...

we look for you all around us...
we see you in simple things...
we are thankful you're now with
the father...
beared upon eagle's wings...

we know too where you live now...
your new home a place just and right…
and when our time comes and
we too are called home...
once again we will hold you close and tight…

until then we remember your life here...
we honor you and all fallen heroes…
we’ve said it before we miss you
and we’ll say it again…
we love you so much no one knows…

Officer Glen Alvin Gaspar
Honolulu Police Department
End of Watch… 3.04.03...

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March 4, 2007

happy valentines day... the biggest red roses i have ever seen... :)

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February 14, 2007

aloha e moana... mahalo nui for your committment to odmp and remembering our heroes... i was touched to read your entry on other officers pages and seeing that you took the time to remember glen today makes me thankful for folks like yourself who will not them be forgotten... continue to lift your prayers for our law enforcement angels... and too for those that still serve here among us... they are heroes too... gods blessings to your 'ohana... malama pono...

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January 26, 2007

--"If you find it in your heart to care for somebody else, you will have succeeded." -- Maya Angelou

Aloha e Police Officer II Glen Alvin Gaspar,
Thank you for your service and dedication to your community and your country. You and all officers that continue to lay your lives on the line and pay the ultimate sacrifice to keep our communities and country safe, will NEVER be forgotten.

I personally pledge, (after one of Hawaii's own, Honolulu Police Officer Steve Favela, lost his life in the line of duty protecting our Commander in Chief, President George W. Bush), to become a continuum; a keeper of the ODMP light. That light is in the form of an ODMP tribute. People from all walks of life, regardless of age, race, religion, profession, education, and geographical location can share here.

This "LIGHT" comes from within the heart and soul of every person who cares to share a word or two on behalf of each and every fallen officer. Every fallen officer is a hero. The ODMP; Officer Down Memorial Page, gives us a place to come together and share our feelings as one family; one `Ohana. May we find solace as we give solace to the families who have lost a loved one.

Police Officer II Glen Alvin Gaspar, God Bless you. You are a hero. You are`Ohana. Hawai`i embraces you as one of their own. No one will ever be able to replace you for you were unique and very special. No one; not in this lifetime. May God allow you to rest in His Divine peace. I wish you, your loved ones, and your fellow officers, peace and love beyond all understanding. I HONOR you today for you HAVE NOT been forgotten.

** May this Hawaiian prayer give all those who read it comfort. **

THE PEACE OF " I "
KA MALUHIA O KA "I"

Peace be with you, All My Peace,
O ka Maluhia no me oe, Ku'u Maluhia a pau loa,

The Peace that is " I ", the Peace that is "I am".
Ka Maluhia o ka "I", owau no ka Maluhia,

The Peace for always, now and forever and evermore.
Ka Maluhia no na wa a pau, no ke'ia wa a mau a mau loa aku.

My Peace " I " give to you, My Peace " I " leave with you,
Ha'awi aku wau I ku'u Maluhia ia oe, waiho aku wau I ku'u Maluhia me oe,

Not the world's Peace, but, only My Peace,
The Peace of " I ".

A'ole ka Maluhia o ke ao aka, ka'u Maluhia wale no,
Ka Maluhia o ka "I".

Moana V.C. Molale Private Citizen-Hawaii
Kahu La`a Kea (Keeper of the Sacred Light)

January 25, 2007

happy birthday sweet g...
missed with every breath...
remembered forever...
forgotten never...
loved more than this
existence can know...
until we meet again...
happy birthday sweet g...

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January 21, 2007

happy new year sweet g... so many good friends and lots of family... tons of ono food... loads of fireworks... and wayyyyy too much fun... still... there is a place in my heart that misses your spin on these days... never far from our thoughts... beloved angel guide us... forever in our hearts...

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January 2, 2007

here we are sweet g... another xmas has come and gone... full of all the usual holiday trim... lots of pretty packages, food, family, friends and fun, fun, fun... even the electronic gift this year went off without a hitch... i am learning... better yet... the girls have your knack when it comes right down to it... they set everything up in a flash... it did however take more than one trip to the apple store to get it all right but they did it... we did church on the eve... twice since it fell on a sunday... then home for dinner and to open gifts... the day was much busier... visiting with my brother and his family then out to la's house for the big game... taysia was the blackout winner today... the family is growing... but that i am sure you know... now there is a next next generation... you would be right in the mix with all the new babies... i thought of you as i always do when lisa did the blessing... you are never far from anyones thoughts... the girls and i made it to the grave at dusk... still all decorated and vases all filled from the last 2 days but i just had to... christmas complete now we wrapped it up at my brothers and now are settling in for the night... it amazes me how the holidays bring to the surface so many memories... making them so real i can hear you... a reminder still that you are such a big part of our lives... i notice as we go through the days of celebration that we are growing, and living and making new memories... i realize that without even knowing it we are celebrating and sharing... parts of you that have made us who we are... it never gets easier... or better... just different... i never tire of remembering... xmas' past... never want to forget... no... never will... thank you for the gift of our babies... i am so blessed to see you in them every day... watch over them always and touch their hearts with your presence... and remember our one true course... parenting takes two... i need you... merry christmas sweet... beloved angel now that guides me... forever in my heart...

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December 26, 2006

roxanne...

mitch & arianne's wedding... i remember... i just love those two!!! happy holidays to you too roxanne... and... thank you for always stopping by to remember glen... things get especially hard this time of year... glen loved holidays... but knowing that folks like you will never forget him really helps... please remind your husband that he and glen's brothers & sisters out there are in our every thought and prayer of saftey... always... merriest of christmas' to you and a haelthy, happy and prosperous new year too...

rg... :)

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December 14, 2006

Renee... Before things get too hectic, I just wanted to wish you and your family (your mom,dad and brother too) a very Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!! I'm happy that I got to see you and Glen at Mitch and Arianne's wedding. A memory that I hold dear to me. Well, do take care and as always, you are in my thoughts and prayers.

Roxanne
Wife of an HPD Officer

December 13, 2006

bobby... i am so glad you found this site... and i am so happy to hear about your newest addition and her name... if she is a rascal than she truly has some of uncle g and taysia in her... how wonderful it would be to be see you all over the holidays... you can find me on aol... gaspar3127... i hope as it is for me this site will be a source of great comfort for you... when i think of the wonderful friends g had in the department you certainly are one of the first to come to mind... i have a picture of you and him at maile's karaoke... we were there for someones promotion... it is one of my favorites... only you could plant one on him like that and get away with it... thank you for taking the time to share some mana'o here and for remembering g... i think of him every day and miss him as often... my love to your beautiful 'ohana, happy holidays and god bless you and keep you safe on the streets... a hui hou... renee...

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December 6, 2006

Brother Glen,
My wife and I only came across this site today, and after reading Renee’s reflections, I felt compel to leave one of my own. I remember attending your funeral with Selaina who was eight months pregnant at the time. We were trying to come up with a name for our baby when I glimpsed at your program and saw your second daughter’s name. I didn’t even have to say anything to Selaina because instantly we looked at each other and silently, we both knew that was the name we were going to name our baby girl… (Even though the spelling is a little different…Taeshia) So brother, thank you for gracing us with such a beautiful name for our baby girl. She is a rascal, but often times when I look at her, I think of you and your ohana. I miss you a lot, but I know that you are above watching and guiding over all of us down here. Love to your brother, and much love to Renee and your beautiful daughters. We are always here and a phone call away if they should ever need anything. Bobby Natividad, D6

Robert J Natividad
HPD Brother

December 5, 2006

Our thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family during this difficult time.

December 4, 2006

hey chris... good to hear from you... be safe out there and take care... our love to your family...

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November 29, 2006

Renee,

I'm glad to hear that you and your daughters are doing okay....I still think of Glen and miss his him. He was a great person a loyal friend, and a loving father. Everytime he would talk about the girls you could see how proud he was of them. Take care and god bless.

MPO-M II, C. YAMAGUCHI
HPD, 110th......IMUA!

November 29, 2006

I still remember that day, sitting in front of the television watching the evening news. I glanced over to where my dad was sitting, and tears were flowing down his face. My dad worked with you at the Kapolei Station, but transferred back to patrol a short time before it happened. I still remember him saying through his tears, and with a lot of guilt, that he should have been there with you. Deep down in my heart, I'm glad he wasn't. I don't know what I would do without my Dad. Before we lost you, my dad would go to work without his vest on because he complained that it was "too hot", but ever since then, he will never leave for work without it on. Mahalo Officer Gaspar. Even in your passing, you still made a difference in people's lives. Aloha.

KC
Proud Daughter of an HPD Officer

November 29, 2006

roxanne... thank you for your prayers for the girls and i... and for taking time to visit this site... please extend our thoughts and condolences to your husband - i can only imagine how hard it is for the hpd 'ohana to bid farewell to another brother... god bless all our officers who continue to protect and serve... you are heroes among us...

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November 29, 2006

sweet sweet g… here we are again… the loss of yet another brother… tragedy and heartache… the why of it all… it seems to hit so close to home… and all the familiar feelings of your loss and that horrific day come right back… i know that you and all the others gone before him were there to greet steve… i am certain that he has been given his post there and is as brave and dedicated as he was here… i have not yet been able to speak to barbara but know this process of planning steve’s farewell will be more than overwhelming… donna , renise and i have been in touch and will extend to their entire ’ohana our open arms on behalf of cops (concerns of police survivors) and our own families… i can only hope that we can be as much comfort and support to them as we have been so generously shown since losing you… i have been to steve’s page here on odmp and left a reflection… this website is truly a godsend… i hope that when time and healing permit, steve’s family will come here and read about how much he is loved and will always be remembered… i know reading reflections left for you is such a great source of comfort for me… i ran into ‘ds’ the other day and he mentioned that i have not written here for awhile… he said he was bummed i do not come to the page anymore… if he only knew… i still come here nightly… it has been so difficult to sit and write with so much going on… so many mixed emotions and so many moments when i am so angry again… angry that you are not here to be a part of all the college process for kiana… i feel cheated that one of the most important times in her life that we have dreamed about from the day we knew she existed - we will do without you here… the last few months have been a whirlwind of planning and preparing… i miss your input… your spin on things… the way you loved the girls through failures and accomplishments equally… i miss that no matter where we were in life our one true course was never sacrificed and i miss that… i am going to talk to the stacy lowe from the news station today… they are doing a story on odmp and the national outpouring of support for steve… i hope i can express to them what this site means to survivors and how much of a source of comfort it is to see our fallen officers remembered… to lt. jackson from the reflection below… i am always touched to see your reflections and to know that you remember glen… I think of you when I come here nightly… i hope you are truly enjoying retirement… and god bless you for your years of service… to the staff at odmp… thank you thank you thank you for your wonderful commitment to this venue so that our heroes are never forgotten… and to you sweet g… thanksgiving was a time to remember all that we have to be thankful for… as we have since you left us - we took lunch to the d4/kailua station… i am so thankful that we are able to continue to do what was so important to you… continue to watch over our babies and give me strength to parent for two... we love you and miss you… beloved angle now that guides me… forever in my heart…

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November 28, 2006

Renee,
You and your family have always been in my thoughts and prayers from day one. Even though I did not know your husband, it hit me hard because I knew you personally. May God bless you and your girls always.

Roxanne
Wife of an HPD Officer

November 28, 2006