Corporal Richard David Barreda

Hi mijo. Been thinking of the Dallas motor officer that was just killed. I was asked yesterday how I can get through it all. I don't answer. I just continue to pray. I pray for that family, for that department and I also pray for those other families that like me, are without a son or daughter today.
The waves still come crashing in without warning. Days when my spirit is extra low, it's like a message travels just far enough for my phone to signal that someone on the other end wants to face time his Mimi. I hear your grandson, Preston's tiny voice saying "Hi "Mimi" and the smiles are present.
I've been reading some of these reflections. I hope they realize how much they warm my heart with their beautiful words for you.
I will always cherish what stories they relay, what memories they recall, the scriptures, their commitment to never forget you once walked here, laughed, and you were their friend. My deviation, my solace has been starting POAF and devoting all my time and effort to this organization founded in your memory. I'm proud that folks recognize the need to help these men and women that are still here with us and they need us to help them get back to the profession and to provide for their precious families.
The airport once again had a very memorable day this year on the anniversary. I love all of them and they are ever so kind and respectful Ricky. Jackie, always steadfast. Bless her. . So thankful for so many and so much. Dadgummit though, still having trouble with that license plate message...hint would be good...

Maria Barreda-Alvarado
Mom

July 25, 2018