Family, Friends & Fellow Officers Remember...

Police Officer Jermaine Thomas Brown

Miami-Dade Police Department, Florida

End of Watch Wednesday, December 12, 2018

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Reflections for Police Officer Jermaine Thomas Brown

My LOVE
My LOVE
My LOVE

Today I made sure your yearly "Celebration of Life" was more positive and uplifting. We returned you back home to your station were we had your Memorial Service today.

5 years later and you still have a nice show of support from family and friends also your family in Blue.

I know you are constantly looking after us and smiling. You know I will always do my best to make sure you are not forgotten.

Your son is truly your twin. I hope you were proud today. You're memory lives on my LOVE.

I know you are in better place but I selfishly wish you never left us. There are not enough words to express how I feel with your absence.

NEVERFORGET5649

GOD you have my heart next to you...please heal the heart in my chest !
AMEN !

Sgt. (SURVIVOR) Jannene Howard-Brown
MDPD

December 12, 2023

Hello MY LOVE...

Hard to believe it's going on 4 years...

I know you're doing great things for the LORD in HEAVEN.

I ask that you tell GOD to keep his soldiers and their family in prayer. Babe... we are losing alot of great people in the Law Enforcement...both on and off duty.

I continue to go through the normal crap as you did and our friends but as we promised... we will not allow it to consume us. We signed up to do GOD'S WILL... not man !

I did the run last year but Babe... I'm tired of people forgetting the ones who gave all...

Why not dedicate the day for each officer who gave all ????
It's not that hard.

I miss you more than life.

Just guide me with our son. It's not easy by myself.

LOVE YOU GALAXY's and beyond !

Until my LOVE...

Sgt. (SURVIVOR) Jannene Howard-Brown
MDPD

November 13, 2022

Today marks three years.

In hopes of being happier and positive for our son this year, I'll be running three miles to your "going home" site. You would always smile when I finished running. I would love to see your smile today when I'm finished, but I know I'm going to feel your smile and presence. The mark of a true BOND!

The pain is still real.
In the three years, I've learn that my heart ❤ will never heal. I'm learning to cope little by little. Cope with the understanding that GOD needed you most and that one day will be together again. Continue to watch over me and your son. We miss and need you always.
Your loving - faithful wife.

#NEVER FORGET 5649
N E V E R !

Sgt. (SURVIVOR) Jannene Howard-Brown
MDPD

December 12, 2021

I've learn to be careful on how you express yourself...
...to say how you hurt ...
....and still hurt
.....will cause "them" to show up at your door... and second guess yourself...

I've lossed my best friend...
...we both promised till the end....
....they promised you a street..
...I've yet to see.
.

I will not lose my shiz-ni-ee...
..GOD'S in control we'll see.

..you've been rejected for so long . .
I'm so glad you're safe with GOD.....
....your new home...


I can't take away the stuff you've been through...
... but looking down on me and your son. .....

YOU SEE HOW MUCH WE LOVE & MISS YOU !!!

I miss you my love

Sgt. (SURVIVOR) Jannene Howard-Brown
MDPD

November 21, 2021

I miss you
I miss you
I miss you

There will never be another love like ours.
Eternal my LOVE....
ETERNAL

UNTIL we reunite in HEAVEN....

Sgt. (SURVIVOR) Jannene Howard-Brown
MDPD

June 6, 2021

Two years and it's still hard.

I thank GOD for blessing me with you. Your son and I miss you terribly. Trusting in GOD always, knowing that you're doing GREAT work in HEAVEN and here on earth. Thank you GOD for promoting my hubby in heaven. He's a true guardian angel !

LOVE YOU TO THE MOON MY LOVE!
#NEVERFORGET5649
#ETERNALLOVE

Sgt. (SURVIVOR) Jannene Howard-Brown
MDPD

December 12, 2020

People will NEVER understand the loss to the FAMILY!

I WILL NEVER STOP ADVOCATING for YOU. I will never stop missing you. I will NEVER stop loving you.
You always said I WAS THAT STRONG ONE !!!

To every officer that is smart, tactical, keep getting passed over because your STRONG!!! and dependent upon....
DON'T STOP !!!

Keep being strong...
Keep trusting in GOD...
GOD SEE'S IT and you will be REWARDED in HEAVEN!!!

Where "man" denies you....
WOW.... !!!
GOD WILL HONOR AND REWARD YOU with wings that make an impact !!! It's all about doing GOD'S work. Don't get confused here on earth.

TRUST!!!!

Jermaine Thomas Brown !!!
#NEVERFORGET5649

Sgt. (SURVIVOR) Jannene Howard-Brown
MDPD

October 18, 2020

My phone is set to remind me of your "Eternal Watch"...

I don't believe in "EOW"...
HELLO... GOOD BYE !!
Don't care what people think...

What I do know is...
we never THOUGHT "THIS" would cross our paths.....

But we always trusted in GOD.. ..

Proverbs 3:5-6
5 Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding.
6 In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.

I struggle but I'm STRONG in YOU !!!

CONTINUE to stay by me and your son !!!

LOVE YOU TO THE MOON BABE !!!

Sgt. (SURVIVOR) Jannene Howard-Brown
MDPD

October 11, 2020

I LOVE YOU and miss you terribly.
You will never be forgotten Babe!

Sgt. (SURVIVOR) Jannene Howard-Brown
MDPD

July 20, 2020

Hey Babe.
Unfortunately, we had another incident that does not represent our uniform or badge.

Please keep doing your great work from HEAVEN !!!


...One's action in uniform
Affects all who wear
The UNIFORM


SERVE with BROWN PRIDE ALWAYS
#NEVERFORGET5649

Sgt. (SURVIVOR) Jannene Howard-Brown
MDPD

May 31, 2020

"Enough" by Fantasia (
tweaked by me)

The hours, they turn into seconds whenever I was with you
.....And it always felt like the minutes were running away from us, too

We could just live in each others arms, we never wanted to move
..'Cause the way that you loved me
It made me feel like I was brand new

You told me that we would stay here forever
.....And me, I foolishly believed
'Cause nothing can last as long as we want, baby (biblical)

But I just can't hide it, I wanted you to stay here with me

It's so hard to let you go
Baby, that's how I know it's real love

I fight, but my feelings show
They came rushing in just like a flood
..... OUR LOVE was so PURE like our veins filled with blood

I can't get enough 'cause I need you, baby, by my side..
You are my ROCK and Protecter ... MY HUMBLE PRIDE...

You gave me your ALL ...
And I always asked for more
'Cause forever just ain't long enough...
Now even more..

I'm drawn out to you like a moth to a flame
And I'll risk it all for you, baby, no, I ain't got no shame... #FACTS

You gave me your everything, I promise, baby, just like when you were physically here....
I'll do the same

I'll keep on being the woman you need and were proud of, I won't change...
The LOVE we had ...
Had no range...

Spiritual
Loyal
Fighter
Yes indeed...
Ride or Die...
You know that's me..

I'll keep your memory alive...
I won't change..

I love you beyond the moon...
Or as you would say...
"I LOVE YOU MORE "

AMEN !

Sgt. (SURVIVOR) Jannene Howard-Brown
MDPD

May 23, 2020

It's the sunrise
And those brown eyes, yes
You're the one that I desire
When we wake up
And then we make love
It makes me feel so nice

You're my water when I'm stuck in the desert
You're the Tylenol I take when my head hurts
You're the sunshine on my life

I just wanna see how beautiful you are
You know that I see it
I know you're a star
Where you go I follow
No matter how far
If life is a movie
Then you're the best part, oh oh oh
You're the best part, oh oh oh
Best part

Besides finding CHRIST....
You will forever be THE BEST PART of my life !!!

.....keep doing your good work in HEAVEN Babe... that's who your are....

A ROCK & A PROTECTOR...
MY LOVE !!!

Sgt. (SURVIVOR) Jannene Howard-Brown
MDPD

April 26, 2020

My ETERNAL LOVE....

Going down "our" Memory lane (name this song):

"Even when my skies were grey...
...you would rub me on back..
And say baby it would be ok...

Now that real to a wife like me BABY...never ever give my HEART away...

Your my .... "


Yep!!!
#NEVERFORGET5649

Love you to the MOON my LOVE!!!

Sgt. (SURVIVOR) Jannene Howard-Brown
MDPD

March 26, 2020

My ETERNAL LOVE...

1 year & 3 mths....
Ask me if it gets easier???
It's doesn't...

God's Plan...
Have FAITH...
LOYALTY !!!

Love you to the moon!
Hope one day to tell OUR story.

#NEVERFORGET5649

Sgt. (SURVIVOR) Jannene Howard-Brown
MDPD

March 12, 2020

I know you loved your Birthday Bash !

With every fiber in me, I will do my best to make sure your memory lives on.

It doesn't get easy !

MY Eternal Love...
I LOVE YOU BEYOND !

Sgt. (SURVIVOR) Jannene Howard-Brown
MDPD

February 18, 2020

Darn I miss you !!!

Sgt. (SURVIVOR) Jannene Howard-Brown
MDPD

January 17, 2020

SERGEANT BROWN !

Your 1st annual Toy Drive was a success. I was told that was the biggest turnout EVER !

Thanks to your NRU, MDPD, and South District Community family.

It's still NOT easy but everyone you impacted REMEMBERING and HONORING you with different events HELPS a million!

My goal is for everyone to always remember the FALLEN.

Love you to the moon and back.

#NEVERFORGET
#ETERNALLOVE
#NEVERGETSEASY

I LOVE YOU BABE !

Sgt. (SURVIVOR) Jannene Howard-Brown
MDPD

December 23, 2019

My ROCK
My PROTECTOR
My GOD-given LOVE

You got your strips !
Words can't express how happy and proud I am of you.

Look how your MDPD & MDFR family honored and remembered you.... PRICELESS!

You were truly sent to us as an ANGEL ! We will do our best to keep honoring that.

#NEVERFORGET
#ETERNALLOVE
#NEVERGETSEASY

With every fiber in me.....
I LOVE YOU BABE !

Sgt. (SURVIVOR) Jannene Howard-Brown
MDPD

December 14, 2019

My ROCK
My PROTECTOR
My GOD-given LOVE...

You got your strips!
Words can't express how happy and proud I am of you.

Look how your MDPD & MDFR family remembered and honored you... PRICELESS!

GOD IS SOOOOO GOOD in the mist of my pain !

#NEVERFORGET
#ETERNALLOVE
#NEVERGETSEASY

LOVE YOU BABE !!!

Sgt. (SURVIVOR) Jannene Howard-Brown
MDPD

December 14, 2019

My brother Brown!
I still remember when I was a rookie officer and you rolled up in your K-9 car with triton. I froze for a brief second cause that car door flew open and he came running out and you looked at me started that deep Laugh “hahaha”

I remember the day god called you home and I was working patrol here in Texas and I called a few people and kept asking “is it true?” I know god has purpose for each of us brother and yours was so important that he called you home to be with him despite the hurt it would cause us to loose you but we know to be absent from here is to be present with the lord!

I will always remember our talks about watching my six while riding together in the “ridge” you will never be forgotten! May god bless your family and comfort them till they meet you @ the gates.

Officer B.Tomlin
Austin Police Department/ Former MDPD Officer

December 13, 2019

I just realized that has been 1 years since you left. You was a perfect neighbor for me and my family, always takes care of my little one, he still going to play with your son. There are like brothers. You left a wonderful son and wife behind to continue your legacy. We love your son.!!!!!! He is part of our family . We always will remember you. RIP

Surayma Pena
Neighbor

December 12, 2019

J, I remember the first day we were in roll call and no one wanted to ride with you and I volunteered, after that we were inseparable. We became brothers that day and we didnt even know it. It's been almost 1 year since you left and I'm still in disbelief. Just know that I think of you everyday. I truly miss you my brother. Patrolling isnt the same without you, the streets seem different.

I pray that your family is safe everyday. I hope to see you again soon my brother.

Ofc. B. Chang
MDPD

December 1, 2019

Never did I think we (my sister and I )would be living without our Hero. We called you for EVERYTHING! it's so hard talking to people about you without crying. I'm so glad that we never missed a chance to tell and show each other how much LOVE we have for one another. YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN!

Sgt. Emmely Bowling
Cousin

November 14, 2019

C8101

#5649

You will NEVER be forgotten !

Sgt. (SURVIVOR) Jannene Howard-Brown
MDPD

October 16, 2019

C8101 (with a deep voice)

#5649

You will NEVER be forgotten !

Sgt. (SURVIVOR) Jannene Howard-Brown
MDPD

October 16, 2019

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