Officer Down Memorial Page

Your heroism and service is honored today, the second anniversary of your death. Your memory lives and you continue to inspire. Thank you for your service. My cherished son Larry Lasater was a fellow police officer who was murdered in the line of duty on April 24, 2005 while serving as a Pittsburg, CA police officer.

Time never diminishes respect. Your memory will always be honored and revered.

I pray for solace for all that love and remember you for I know both the pain and pride are forever. Your family is in my heart's embrace. Thanks to your friends for sharing their memories and devotion to you through their reflections.

Rest In Peace.

Phyllis Loya
Mom of fallen California Officer Larry Lasater, Pittsburg PD, eow 4/24/05
April 29, 2012

Rodney, it was an honor to do a 5k in your memory this year. There were parts of it where I was struggling because the weather was less than ideal. Anytime I struggled I'd ask you real quick for a pick-me-up and you always responded with another person on the course offering me support -- from Chief Standridge to Sgt. Jordan to other runners. Thank you and we still miss you.

Brandon McAuliffe, Civilian
Son of Abilene PD officer
April 6, 2012

Thinking about you today Rodney as I start to prepare that "new Orleans seafood dressing " you liked and that gumbo with HOT sausage. Rest in peace and what over your family and other officers

Lydia

November 15, 2011

Almost a year and a half since your passing, and you are still in my thoughts. I think back to those days when the "Black Sheep" reigned and all of the experiences we went through.

You are missed.

RIP

Jim Francisco
U.S. Marshals (retired) & former APD officer
October 18, 2011

To Officer Rodney Tomlinson Holder, his family and his fellow officers with the Abilene Police Department:

Our heartfelt thoughts are with you on the anniversary of Officer Holder’s tragic death and we honor him for his valor and sacrifice to the community. Rest in Peace, Officer Holder and thank you for your service.

Wives Behind The Badge, Inc
Members and Staff
April 29, 2011

I am truly sorry for the loss of your partner.

I am a Deputy Sheriff in Tallahassee, Florida and will be riding my bicycle 250 miles from Virginia to Washington D.C. in honorOfficer Holder in this year's Police Unity Tour.

If it is not too much to ask, I would like to contact a department representative or family member so that I might meet the family if they will be in Washington D.C. for Police Memorial Week.

Thank you for your time and it will be an HONOR to ride for your fallen Officer.

Dep. Georgia Northway
Leon County Sheriff's Office
April 12, 2011

Officer Holder,
Sir, I would just like to say thank you for your service and sacrifice for the citizens of Abilene. And to your family and loved ones, I wish to extend my deepest sympathy.

R.I.P.
USBP

Anonymous
USBP
November 16, 2010

I come to the ODMP often to remember my late fiancé Dennis. Every time I come here it breaks my heart to know that yet another officer has fallen and that yet another family has to live their lives without the officer they loved. My heart goes out to everyone who knew and loved Officer Holder. Know that you are not alone in the "journey" that you walk. Should you ever need anything please don't hesitate to contact me. (The Davis Co. Sheriff's Office in Iowa will always know how to reach me. I can also be found on Face Book.) You will be in my thoughts.

From reading the reflections left for Rodney, he sounds like he was a great man with a beautiful spirit. Those of you who knew him in life were so blessed to have been able to share in it. I hope that you will all continue to find a way to celebrate and remember Rodney's life and the MAN that he was. Remember that Rodney's life was about so much more than the way he died. Rodney will continue to live on as long as we continue to remember him.

Officer Holder, thank you for helping to make this world a little safer for us all. YOU will not be forgotten. Please continue to watch over all of us as only you can. If you happen to bump into my late fiancé Dennis up there give him a big hug for me and the kids. It's been seven years and a half years but he's still very much missed and forever loved.

Wishing you brighter and better days,


Jocelyne :)

"Forever Remembering 26-3"

Jocelyne Brar (Winnipeg, MB Canada)
Fiancée of Deputy Dennis R. McElderry (EOW: 01/03/03)
October 11, 2010

Thank you for your smile and for always making my day a little brighter. May you rest in peace.

Tracy Gates-Officer
Abilene PD
September 2, 2010

Thank you Motor Man. Your service will not be forgotten. Rest well my brother.

Ret. Senior Motor Officer
Georgia
August 31, 2010

Holder, I always think of you as soon as I enter the Station doors in the morning and hear boots walking down the hallway...I look up expecting that daily "Morning Sunshine! Whatchya know?" greeting and your contagious smile that always seem to pass me as I walked in. I will never forget your eagerness to learn. I look back at all the calls I have received to help with fatalities and never thought that one of the phone calls would be for you. I am truly honored that you considered me part of the Traffic Division and will try to follow the Christian life that you led...you made it look so easy. Thank you for sharing your joy with me and many others and showing us what life is really about. We miss you terribly but know that you accomplished the Call that God set before you and were welcomed Home with open arms. You are missed but certainly not forgotten. Thank you for your service and for being you.

Amie Miller
APD
August 31, 2010

The Dail family of Ocala, Florida sends our deepest condolences to you and sincerest love. We are praying for you and grieving with you. May the LORD carry you and protect and provide for you. Trust Him, rest in Him.

The Dail family, Ocala, FL
in-laws Ofc. Tony Zeppetella eow:6/13/03
July 2, 2010

My Dearest Family and Friends

Somethings I'd like to say but first of all to let you know that I arrived okay.

I'm writing this from Heaven where I dwell with Our Lord above. where there's no more tears or sadness just eternal Love. Please don't be unhappy because I'm out of sight, remember that I'm with you every morning,noon and Night.
The Day I had to leave you when my Life on earth was through God picked me up and hugged me and He said I welcome you.
It's good to have you back again, You were missed while you were gone. As for your Dearest Family they'll be here later on.
I need you here so badly as part of my big plan. Theres so much we have to do to help our Mortal Man.
Then God gave me a list of things that He wished for me to do, and foremost on that list of mine is to watch and care for you.
I'll be beside you everyday and through out the years, And when your sad I'm standing there to wipe away your tears.
When You lie in bed at night the day's chores put to flight God and I are close to you in the middle of the night.
When you think of my life on Earth and all the loving years, because your only human they are bound to bring you tears.
Please don't be afraid to cry, it does releive the pain.

I wish that I could tell you all that God has planned, But if I were to tell you You wouldn't understand.One thing is for certain, though my life on Earth is over I'm closer to you now than I ever was before.

To My many Friends, Trust God knows what is best.I'm still not far away from you I'm just beyond the crest.

So, If you can help somebody who is in sorrow or in pain, then you can say to God at night my day was not in vain.
And now I am content that with my life it was worth while,Knowing as I passed along the way I made somebody smile.
If you meet somebody who is down and feeling low just lend a hand and pick him up as on your way you go.
When Your walking down the street and you've got me on your mind just know Im walking in your footstep only a half a step behind.
And if you feel a gentel breeze or wind upon your face thats me just giving you a great big hug or just a soft embrace.
I will always love you from the land way up above We'll be in touch again soon
PS God sends his Love.

Anonymous
May 21, 2010

Officer Holder,

Rest in peace brother.

Detective Dave Howell
Plano,Texas Police Dept-Auto Theft
May 21, 2010

Dear friends and family of Officer Holder,

We are deeply saddened to learn of the loss of Officer Holder.

The circumstances surrounding his loss are truly devastating.

May he continue his watch in a better place.


Respectfully,


Session 48
Zone Five Regional Law Enforcement Training Academy

Session 48
Zone Five Regional Law Enforcement Training Academy
May 18, 2010

On behalf of the entire Colorado Springs Police Department Wives Association, we extend our deepest sympathies to the Abilene Police Department, family and friends of Officer Holder. Our hearts are with you as you honor and mourn one of our nation's heroes. His service and sacrifice will never be forgotten.

Katie
Colorado Springs Police Department Wives Association
May 12, 2010

It is with profound sadness that I write this, but write I must, because Rodney Holder gave his life for us all. Fortunately, he died doing the job he loved. He has more than earned his rest, having served many years, with honor and distinction, in his profession.

I'll pray that his family will spend more time with the happy memories, than the remorse over his passing. I also say thank you to Rodney's family for their supreme sacrifice.

Special Agent (Retired)
INS
May 11, 2010

Our thoughts and prayers are with the family of Officer Holder and the members of the Abilene Police Dept. Officer Holder served his country on two fronts. Abilene Should be proud of Officer Holder and all members of their Department.

Sgt. P Jacobs
Bernalillo County Sheriff's Dept.
May 9, 2010

Rest in peace Officer Holder, you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Thank you very much for your sevice!

Shelly
Citizen
May 7, 2010

On behalf of all Missouri officers, dispatchers and the like I extend our sincere sympathies to the family, friends and co-workers of Officer Holder. Rest in peace our fallen hero.

Scott Barthelmass, Founder/Team Manager
Missouri Law Enforcement Funeral Assistance Team
May 5, 2010

There is truly a hole in my heart. Know how truly blessed we are to have had you in our life. Stay safe APD & AFD, keep strong the voices and hearts behind the radios too

Jackie Blaise
past Dispatcher
May 4, 2010

Rest in Peace my brother.
I am sure you family knows that you are a true Hero.
May God grant them strength

Detective Senior Sergeant (Retired)
Victoria Police, Australia
May 4, 2010

My thoughts and prayers go out to the Holder family. The Abilene Police Department suffered a great loss and you will be sorely missed. May you rest in peace my brother.
God Bless!

Former Police Officer Rafael Perea
Abilene PD 1993-2002
May 3, 2010

Rest in peace, brother. May God be with the family of Officer Holder during this time of mourning. We've got the watch from here.

BL Mitchell, Patrol
FCPD, VA
May 3, 2010

Rest in peace Rodney. We will take it from here.

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Tim Pipes
Abilene PD SWAT
May 3, 2010