Officer Down Memorial Page

You were gone too soon
You're part of me
And I'll never be
The same here without you
You were gone too soon

Oh I miss you now
I wish you could see
Just how much your memory
Will always mean to me

B
Sister-In-Law
May 20, 2012

It's police week, been thinking about you a ton lately, wishing you were still with us. Miss you everyday.

B
Sister-In-Law
May 15, 2012

Every time I hear the songs "Back in Black" or "Enter Sandman" I can't help but think of you.

Jenny
Sister-in-Law
April 25, 2012

The holidays are definitely not the same with you.

- B
November 29, 2011

1/4/44
Hey bubby,
Today is mr. Charlie Deans 2nd birthday! He's getting so big :) right now he's coloring with Kristian, Baylee, I. He's already saying things! He keep's saying baby! baby! right now :) you would love him! I miss you so much! I wish you were still here. I remember when you handcuffed mine and Baylee's hand to the porch. Ouch, that hurt! :) I love you so much! I can't wait to see you again :) bye, bubby.. see you soon.

Love,
Kendrick Leigh McKinley<3

Kendrick
Second Cousin
November 5, 2011

Happy birthday sweetie. We miss you more than ever.

juli
aunt
August 16, 2011

Happy Birthday Charlie!

Jenny
sister-in-law
August 16, 2011

I cannot believe some of the things that have happened in almost the last 4 years. I know that all of us here on earth have the best angels looking down on us and watching over us. I never would have dreamed that anyone would be joining you, especially James. That has been really tough for us down here. I told Jimmy to tell you all about Trevor and how amazing he is, but I know you already know that. Trevor made the decision to be baptized and was on Monday. He is so smart. He talks about you often-how you used to watch him ride the little 4-wheeler. Wish you could be here to cheer him on at his games. He's gonna be just like you-looks like you more and more everyday. He misses you. When I had to tell him Jimmy didn't make it, he said "that's ok mommy-he's in heaven now with my daddy and God. His body will not hurt, he will be free from pain, he will be whole again-forever." Amazing. I know that you, Dan, and James are patrolling the streets of heaven. Miss you.

Renee Cook
wife
May 27, 2011

Hey buddy,

I miss hanging out with you and always remember that you were the type of person that would do anything for anyone, no matter who they were. The world is not the same without you

Officer
March 11, 2011

Hey Bubby! We miss you. Life just isn't the same. yesterday was Buck's 16th birthday... it was the worst birthday he's had! I feel bad for him. I know you already know what happened because, your looking down on us. I can't wait to see you again! I think about you alot.
And Charlie Dean, sometimes i think he never stops growing! He's gfetting so big Bubby! He's my Lil' Man thou:)
He is the cutest little boy ever! You would be so proud! I know i am:)! I think he looks alot like Trevor but no one else does. He does look like Kailee. He's a sweetheart. You would love him!!
I love You Bubby! Talk to you soon!

Kristian Cook
Little Sister
December 7, 2010

Thanksgiving just wasn't the same.
Miss you everyday.

Anonymous
November 26, 2010

Bubby,
I think about you everyday. I miss you so badly its unbelievable. I need you so much right now. I need my best friend. Everythings changing and I have no idea what to do. This is one of those times I need my best friend the most. I can only hope my baby takes after you and turns into the amazing person you are. I wish you were here. How badly it hurts to know that he or she will never get to know the one person who meant the most to me. Daddy and Buckie went hunting this week and I got a text from him saying it wasnt the same. I haven't been to the cabin since you've been gone. and I dont think I want to either. It'd just be another stabbing pain. We used to have so much fun! Everywheres full of memories of you. I never knew that looking back on the times we laughed would make me cry. I'm so thankful to have had you for a big brother and the bond that we had. Noone will ever to replace you. In my heart or anywhere else. I Love You more than you will ever imagine and miss you with a pain beyond what words can describe. Please continue watching over us and keep us all safe, our Guardian Angel. I love you Bubby.. Bigger than the Sky. Best Buddies "foreber nd eber"..
XOXO.. Sissy

Kierstan
Sister
November 15, 2010

Happy Birthday Charlie! We miss you.

Jenny
Sister-In-Law
August 16, 2010

Chuckles,

I've just been sitting here thinking of you, as I often do. I wanted to jot you a little note and tell you that I miss you terribly and so wish you were here. You always had that way about you to make rough times a bit easier. You were wise far beyond your years and your heart of gold was a big as God's infinite sky. Your laughter was just as infectious. God blessed me with two older boys that were ideal....smart, personable, compassionate, loving and kind. Buck's personality reminds me so much of yours. He's got that way about him just like you did. You're loved and missed beyond belief, Charlie. I know that we will all see you again someday. I can't wait for another of your bear hugs! Please continue to watch out for us, Son. We still need you! I love you.....bigger than the sky!!!!

LaVonne
Stepmother
July 30, 2010

It's been 3 years today since we lost you. We miss you Charlie. Gone but NEVER forgotten.

Jenny
Sister-In-Law
June 28, 2010

Bubby,
I think of u often, everyday rele. I miss you more than ever. You'll always be in my heart. I wish i could see u one more time... but that wish wont come true for a long time.... I wish Charlie could meet u. Im sure we all will tell him enough stories about u, he will kno u were a HERO and a GREAT brother, father, son, husband, and Uncle. Jill and Grace prolly wont membr much of u:( ppoor kids. u were the best big brother anyone could ask for. i kno ur lookin over me, and u see all the bad things i have done, i regret the biggest one. i just hope that just lik God u can forgive me. Charlie looks lik u! he is absolutley BEAUTIFUL!!! hes so silly!! hes learnin new thing it seems lik everyday!! he makes the funniest faces!! when he cries it just breaks my heart,, especially wen hes cryin cuz hes hurt. i hope he grows up to b lik Johnathan.. and YOU! hes and awesome little guy! i wish u could meet him!!

i just wanted you to kno i was thinkin of you and I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!!!

love, love, love,
xoxo.
kfc:)

Kristian Cook
Lil Sister
June 8, 2010

Love you son! Your sister was up here for the weekend and we had some nice quiet time, it was great! Everybody misses you so much, it hurts, but we think about you every day and your smile, your heart and your awesome personality helps ease some of the pain. Charlie Dean is something else, he has your big blue eyes and that big comforting smile. He's always happy and laughing and he's a great name sake for you. Your whole family thinks of you often and keeps you in our heart.....You keep us going, Son. You always had a heart of gold and love that could conquer all, and I pray that it flows through Treb and your brother and sisters. I love you, I miss you and you're the best olest son a person could ever have. Keep watching over us, please? We need you.

LaVonne
Stepmother
February 28, 2010

Bubby,
I miss you ALOT!! Charlie Dean makes Dad a lil more happier each day & that is just wat we all need. life has not benn the same since your accident. Everytime im sad i think of you & that it was beetter to have loved 7 lost than to never loved at all. Im glad i have such a great brother. I just wish we would have had a closer bound. I hope Bucky grows up to be tha\e man that you were.
I love you & miss you sooooo much!!!!

Kristian Cook
Sister
February 27, 2010

Happy Valentine's Day, Bubby! We all miss you like crazy down here. All our love is sent to Heaven with you. Love You Bigger than the Sky!!

Kierstan
Sister
February 13, 2010

Another birthday, another year older, another year without you.. I really wish you could've been here. It's not the same without you "Happy Birthday" phone call. Thanks for watching over us, our precious Guardian Angel. Missin you more and more. Love you Bigger than the Sky. Forever and Always.

Kierstan
Sister
January 19, 2010

Happy New Year, Bubby. Another year without you. We all miss you terribly down here. But it comforts us that your watching over us, as our Guardian Angel. Love You Bigger than the Sky, Bubby. Forever and always.

Kierstan
Sister
December 31, 2009

Merry Christmas, Bubby!! Hope you enjoyed your Christmas with Jesus this year.. We all miss you terribly. Love You Bigger than the Sky, Big Guy!! Forever and Always!

Kierstan
Sister
December 25, 2009

Merry Christmas, Chuckles! I so wish we could see your beautiful smiling face and hear your angelic voice tomorrow, but I know you're up there and keeping an eye out for each and every one of us. Keep up the good work, son. I love you bigger than the sky!!!!! Love always!

LaVonne
Stepmom
December 24, 2009

Well tomorrow begins Christmas.. We all miss you so much down here! I hope you have a wonderful Christmas with Jesus this year! Just wanted to let you know im thinkin of you, always am.. I Love You Bigger than the Sky, Bubby! Best Buddies.. forever and always! Merry Christmas!

Kierstan
Sister
December 23, 2009

Bubby, I miss you so much! The holidays are gettin closer and closer. One down, a few more to go.. They are miserable without you. Nothings the same. Oh, how we wish you were here to celebrate all them with us! And most of the birthdays are coming up to. None of us ever liked our birthday "spankins". But it'd still be nice to have you here with us. I just wanted to tell you I Love You Bigger than the Sky. Best Buddies "foreber and eber". Love you forever and always, my hero.

Kierstan
Sister
December 6, 2009