Officer Down Memorial Page

Troy..I came to visit you today just so we can spend Mother's Day together for a while your flowers was so pretty as always.Troy I really do miss you alot especialy this time of the year and all the holidays.Dubie did come with me for the visit.I than went to Washington DC today for the Law Enforcement Memorial,Candlelight Vigil. Troy this vigil is the twenty forth annual. Mr. Jerry was my escort this year. Lil Troy and his friend went too. There a guy by the name Jason that rode his bike with the Unity Tour in your memory fromTennessee in 2008 and he still meets me there every year and we still keep in touch. I must close for now.TROY I LOVE YOU AND I THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME (Que)...LOVE ALWAYS MA

Joyce Chesley
Mother
May 14, 2012

Troy...Happy Valentine's Day.I miss you today more than ever.The roses and balloons I had to bring to you on this special day along with the hugs and kisses (XOXOXO).Troy I came to visit today after I had therapy,yes therapy now for five years.It is still VERY HARD for me not having you here with me I'm just trying to deal with it and i'm still not sleeping that much either I had to see a doctor for a sleep study but he thinks thats its depression and stress I must close for now and try to get some sleep I may have slept for one or two hours all night so you get your rest...TROY I LOVE YOU AND I THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME...Ma ( QUE)

Joyce Chesley
Mother
February 14, 2012

Troy ..Having my birthday just one day after your fifth anniversary is really hard.I guess that I can never get pass this. January the ninth and the Tenth.not having you to take me out for my birthday.the gifts ,the long stem roses i really misses,hugs and my kisses.But I still had a nice time your two best FRIENDS Ooey and Moe still takes me out to enjoy myself every year as you always did in honor of you we talk alot about you and had lots of laughs about things you did and said as you know you made everybody happy people just loved being around you.that smile of yours would make the world turn.Troy you were always a happy person...TROY I LOVE YOU AND THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME (Ma)..QUE

Joyce Chesley
Mother
January 11, 2012

Your heroism and service is honored today, the 5th anniversary of your death. Your memory lives and you continue to inspire. Thank you for your service. My cherished son Larry Lasater was a fellow police officer who was murdered in the the line of duty on April 24, 2005 while serving as a Pittsburg, CA police officer.

Time never diminishes respect. Your memory will always be honored and revered. I pray for solace for all those who love and remember you for I know both the pain and pride are forever. I hold your fmaily, especially your mom, in my heart's embrace today. Surely losing yur child has to be life's greatst sorrow, and Joyc, I share your anquish and your longing fory our beloved sons

Rest In Peace

Phyllis Loya
Mom of fallen California Officer Larry Lasater, Pittsburg PD, eow 4/24/05
January 9, 2012

Troy...Thinking of you today as I always do.But today is a very special to me It's your fifth aniversary,yes five long years being without you.never got my last good bye,my last hug,my last kiss,most of all our last dance.I wish that I could just have one more dance with my son again.I will be writting soon,Troy I just can't stop crying while writting this.But know this one thing,TROY I LOVE YOU AND I STILL THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME (QUE) You are the best

Joyce Chesley
Mother
January 9, 2012

God bless you Officer Chesley may you rest in peace as we remember you today.

Lt J.Pease
Brentwood Police Dept
January 9, 2012

TROY....Just to say HAPPY NEW YEARS to you BABY.I know that you are looking down on us all.TROY you are my ANGLE in the sky and my shining STAR. I miss you ,I LOVE YOU AND THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME...PS..So rest my darling ANGLE you deserve to.....(QUE)

Joyce Chesley
Mother
January 1, 2012

Hey Troy..Just checking in to be the first to wish you a Very MERRY CHIRSTMAS. I stayed up to cook and wraped some gifts.You know that this is my fifth Chirstmas without you. really miss wrapping yours I will be talking to you soon.So get your rest my angle.Mommy loves you and thank you for loving me... (Que)...MA

Joyce Chesley
Mother
December 25, 2011

Troy writting in to wish you a HAPPY BIRTHDAY wow the big 39. Troy you are always the first to wish everybody a happy birthday at twelve o clock.Van told me to tell you happy birthday.Iwill visit you a little later when lil Troy get out of school to bring you some balloons and flowers .I just wanted to be the first to wish you a happy birthday as you always did TROY I LOVE YOU AND THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME...(Ma)

Joyce Chesley (QUE)
Mother
November 29, 2011

Hey Troy...I just writting to let you how Thanksgiving went like you don't already know .You wewe here because you would not miss dinner for nothing.I was really sad and crying your aunt Bernice and your cousins from Va.was here for three days .All your children was here too they are growing up fast.I wish you were here to see them.I'm trying to keep myself now I'll be there tuesday to see you for your birthday. I love you and miss you too. (ma)

Joyce Chesley
Mother
November 26, 2011

TROY...today October1.2011 parents in the United States released balloons in remembrance of their son or daughter who lost his/her life in the LINE of DUTY i sent up my balloon @ 3pm with a prayer,a hug and two kisses.TROY you always have your way of letting me know you are around ( call me when you get it)LOL TROY I'm still missing you more than ever remember you said that we wewe going to grow old togeter LOL we are getting old together TROY you are always on my mine and still in my heart and I will LOVE YOU no matter WHAT and I thank YOU FOR LOVING ME no matter WHAT, you are still with me no matter WHAT you are my SON no matter WHAT I'm your MOTHER no matter WHAT.TROY you with that beautiful smile and yhat SHY BOY grin.

Joyce Chesley
Mother
October 1, 2011

I know you dont know me, Im sorry. You're in a place where there is no suffering, but the ones you left behind are hurting. I came to see you a while back, I havent been there in a while, but I think of you. Please watch out for the brothers you left behind, some of them have a pain only you can fill, so talk to them. I know you know who I am, I wish we could have conversed, but tell him its going to be okay, and not to give up, because we need him, he has to stay here with us. Im sure I'll get back up there to talk to you for a sec, its funny how you crossed my mind, then I looked down and there you were!! Seems like you have a sense of humor...lol...Take Care...Keep Protecting as you always have and Thank You.

Anonymous
None
September 25, 2011

Troy.... you are so proud.. I know. It has been bumpy adjusting with emotions & trying to cope with your physical lost. Your children, your Mom, your Law Enforcement Family and the very dear friends of such ...are still in pain(s). We miss you and wish we could just see what that other side is with you, while we still live this one. You know ...but we don't how much you want everything back. BTW---you & Gina have to send your Angels!
-Love Brandy

Brandy Watford
LAF & cousin to the Chesley Children
August 31, 2011

Hello Troy,

I work at Bank of America Home Loans. My name is Tahnee. I spoke with your mother today to help her with her mortgage. And she kept bragging about you and how you bought the house for her and your kids. Your mom is very proud to have you for a son. And from everything I am reading you made an impact in many peoples lives. After I hung up with your mom, I had to search for the story. Please continue to watch down on your mother and give her the strength to go on. She is a vey nice lady with a lot of patience. It was a pleasure to read your story and all the beautiful comments about you.

Tahnee
Bank of America Home Loans
August 30, 2011

Hey,Troy.... Thought I would drop you a few lines because I didn't write to you lately. Just still trying to hang in there.Troy It's been so hard not having you here with me,the kids,family and your coworkers they always speak of you nothing but good things to say .Oh yea guess what Trayvon is going to morgan state that's right stick your chest out again.Troy did transfere to BCCC which would have him close to home now..Troy every time I write I'm always in tears TROY I MISSES YOU SO MUCH .AS YOU ALWAYS TELL ME,I LOVE YOU AND I THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME (BABY IT'S SO DAMM HARD).LOTS OF HUGS AND KISSES (LOL).Be carefull up there I know the ladys are chasing you down.Just keep running(LOL) LOVE MA

Joyce Chesley
Mother
August 17, 2011

TROY....I am missing you so much because I wish that you were still here with me.I still count down the years,month and the days .It has been FOUR YEARS,FIVE MONTH,EIGHTEEN DAYS.I talked to GOD and i ask him to PLEASE send you back home to me but I also know that he need you there at the golden gates to welcome all the other.Troy I have met so many of your co-workers some who knew you some who knew of you and they all have good memories of your lovely sense of humor,your SMILE,your JOKES your ATTENTIONyour HELP.Troy the kids ,family and most of all your friends are missing you.TROY I LOVE YOU AND I THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME...(MOMMY)...PS.I sure wish you would call or write back (LOL)...LOVE YOU...

Joyce
Mother
June 27, 2011

Thanks for All u back up in Pensilvania ave !!
Thanks for All u help with my reports !!
I miss my friend my cowerker,, i know by fact that u are in beter place with God,, i have to tell u that since u left us The station its not The same,, u can fell The empty space its sad and some times u can hear people crying in The bathroom,, i left went to northeast,,i know u will be saying Maria u crazzy northeast !! But its beter like this ,,
I never made to The funeral i asking u to forgiving me please,, as u see i steal need u help with my writing ,, lol ,, im crying now i beter go,, i want u to know that u are The best !!

P/O Maria Pérez
Baltimore Police Dep central district
June 21, 2011

Well Happy Fathers Day to ya!!!!!!!!!!!! Remember every year we would give mommy a card for mother's day, but , never leave out Father's Day. Why ?? because our mother raised two boys to become two productive men. and i thank her for that . Now what we left in the cards was unforgettable.... A penny for your thought and a nickle for a kiss.... and a dime if you tell me that you love me. I love and miss you my brother. Until next time , Rest easy

Officer L. Pinder
Brother
June 19, 2011

Miss you brother. You were one of the good ones.

John P.
BPD
March 4, 2011

Rest in peace, Brother. You are not forgotten.

Police Officer
Chicago Police Dept.
February 11, 2011

It has been 4 years since God decided to call you home. Your shift ended so suddenly, no time for good-bye's or see you later, but God knows best. I continue to pray for the family and we hold your memories close.

One of your fellow officers joined you yesterday. My prayer goes out to his family as well (I continually pray that the senseless violence cease).

Well, until next time we will continually keep you in our hearts and keep your memory alive.

Anonymous
January 10, 2011

Hey Troy I know it's been over a year since I wrote you but I still miss you boy. I have to admit I try to not think about it because it's my way of not dealing with it. I don't think I will EVER except that youre gone. Love you man and I'll see you again.

Antonio
Friend
January 9, 2011

Hey Bro jus was thinking bout u and that u will never b forgotten thanks for all the life lessons u were able to pass on and all the guidance u were kind enough to share me

Det. Antonio Green
BPD
January 9, 2011

troy,let me be the first to wish you a happy new year.You were always the first to call me and Van.Troy another has come and I am still sitting here brining in the new year crying(Im so sorry but

joyce
mother
December 31, 2010

Troy, chirstmas was so very lonely with out you again this year my forth.I went to Ooey's house in the morning. I cooked again wishing that you were here to eat with me.I hope that you had a very merry chirstmas.I love you and miss you (LOVE MA)

joyce
mother
December 26, 2010