Officer Down Memorial Page

I miss you more than I can put into words. I want to see you, hug you, talk to you, laugh with you. The yearning is unbearable. My baby. Grief is not something you complete it is not a task you finish and move on.

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Momma
April 11, 2012

My sweet Brian.....

Momma
March 6, 2012

Brain, it was an honor to serve with you. There was a nice table of honor for you at our 15 year reunion and I reminded others of your sacrifice. Rest in peace brother.

CPT, USA
former CCSO Deputy
February 18, 2012

Brian,

I will always remember how deeply you loved your best girl, and I will be forever grateful to you. We love and miss you!

Mrs. M.
February 14, 2012

Hello Brian,

Merry Christmas! This must be a glorious day in heaven as you and the other angels honor the earthly birthday of Jesus Christ. We love you and miss you so much, and we will cherish your memory forever. Please look after us from above. We send our love to you every minute of every day. May God bless you.

Mrs. M.
December 25, 2011

Missing you and loving you soooo much!!!!!!!!

Momma
December 9, 2011

Hello Brian,

Happy Thanksgiving!

We miss you so much! Please know that we love you. We always think about you with love and with pride in the life you lived. "Your life and mine shall be valued not by what we take...but by what we give." (Edgar Allen, Founder of Easter Seals).

May God bless you.

Mrs. M.
November 24, 2011

Brian your buddy, sidekick, great friend and his wife had their first born yesterday. A lttle boy. I so wish when I saw the picture of him holding his son that I could have seen you smiling face right beside him. I LOVE YOU!!!

Momma
Parent
October 28, 2011

I'm OK until I see that grin.
Your missed, I'm so sorry my grandkids will never have you in their lives.

HHM
October 4, 2011

Dear Brian,

Today makes six years since you "slipped the surly bonds of Earth to touch the face of God." These years have been long, lonely, and empty without you. We miss you so much more than mere words can tell.

Brian, we remember your wonderful smile and those beautiful blue eyes. Most of all we remember you for your warm and caring nature. We pay tribute to you today for your devotion to your family, your Jennifer, your friends, and your fellow officers. We love you and will cherish your memory forever.

May God bless you.

Mrs. M.
September 30, 2011

Still greatly missed!!!!

Former CCSO employee
Former CCSO employee
September 30, 2011

Hello Brian,

Today, September 1, marks the beginning of the most painful month in the calendar. Please know how very much we miss you and love you. We ask that you look over us from your place in heaven, and we send our love to you every day!

May God bless you.

Mrs. M.
September 1, 2011

Just another day missing you!! I want to see you and talk to you.................I feel so empty at the same time I feel my chest is going to burst wide open from the pain. My sweet Brian.

Momma
August 12, 2011

Brian, I am getting ready to go and release your birthday balloons. I watch them as they float away until I can't see them anymore. I think of you and how much I love and miss you. As I set there, tears flowing I can see you like most of the times smiling. You are a precious gift to your family and friends. I miss you so.....how I wish I was making you your favorite meal today.

Happy Birthday my Brian.

Momma
July 1, 2011

Happy Birthday Sweet and Wonderful Brian!

We send birthday greetings from earth to you in Heaven. We acknowledge that you are in a perfect place, but that doesn't stop us from missing you. We miss your beautiful smile and deep blue eyes, but most of all we miss your kind and caring nature. We are deeply blessed to have known you. Brian, you touched countless lives, both personally and professionally. Your parents raised a fine young man, and they and your brother miss you.

I feel that you lived your life according to the following quote. "Live simply, love generously, care deeply, speak kindly, and leave the rest to God." (Author Unknown)

Please know how much we cherish your memory. We love you!

Mrs. M.
July 1, 2011

Well Brian, this is the week of your parents anniversary, your little brothers birthday and your birthday. I try and take one day at a time but there are certain times it is unbearable. I was thinking this week about the time you came driving by the house waving and smiling that great big smile of yours driving that old jeep truck that was falling apart. I loved that moment and I can remember it like it was yesterday. I can honestly say I have always cherished my boys and the times we share, I never have taken that for granted. I yearn to see you, have our talks like we use to do. My heart it broken, I don't know if you know it or not but you took a big part of it with you. I LOVE YOU my precious sweet Brian.

Momma

Momma
parent
June 28, 2011

Time heals all wounds they say. Don't know if that's true. We miss you.

Master Trooper
NCSHP
May 9, 2011

Top o' the mornin' to you, and Happy St. Patrick's Day!

Dear Sweet Brian,

We love you and we miss you so much. The love we have for you is eternal, and we will cherish your memory forever. Please look over your family and your loved ones from above. Carry on with your patrol of the heavenly streets.

Until next time...

Mrs. M.
March 17, 2011

Brian, as always I miss you and my heart is broken. Just want you to know, just as your brother was proud of you, you I am sure, are as proud of him, walking in his big brothers footsteps.

It is really hard to come and visit you here because it just doesn't seem right or as for that matter it doesn't seem real. This couldn't have happened to my baby. I am trying hard because I know that is what you would want me to do but the love a mother has for her child she will never get over. I miss your smile, your voice, your patience, your kindness, I could go on forever. I Love You!! I MISS YOU 24/7!!!

Momma

Anonymous
March 14, 2011

I feel so alone. You understood me and trusted me, I don't know what to do without you. You are one in a million!!

Anonymous
January 31, 2011

Another year will be here soon. Another year without you. I am still in 2005. I LOVE YOU!!!

Anonymous
December 31, 2010

Hello Brian,

Merry Christmas! You are spending Christmas in heaven with Jesus and the angels. Please tell him that we send our best wishes on His birthday. This is a special day in heaven, but it is a sad and lonely day on earth without you. We miss you so much.

I took Sam outside early yesterday morning and saw the most amazing star in the sky. It was bright and beautiful and appeared to have streamers of billant greens and blues. I have never seen a star of such beauty and brillance in the night sky. Brian, I know within my heart that being allowed to witness such beauty was God's way of having you send a "hello" to those of us who are left behind to cherish your memory. Please know that we appreciate you and your love and that we will honor your memory forever and ever.

Have a good day, and please look after all of us, especially your brother. We love you!

"For unto us a child is born, unto us a son is given: and the government shall be upon his shoulder: and his name shall be called Wonderful, Counselor, The Mighty God, everlasting Father, The Prince of Peace." Isaiah 9:6

Until next time...

Mrs. M.
December 26, 2010

I try so hard, really I do. But you were only here yesterday and you will be here the rest of the yesterdays for the rest of my life. I love you!!!!!!

Anonymous
December 4, 2010

Love you and miss you, every moment of every day!!

Anonymous
November 21, 2010

Love you!!

Anonymous
November 18, 2010