Officer Down Memorial Page

Phillip,

As your birthday draws near, I couldn't help but to think of you. You were an incredible person and cousin, and I hate that you were taken from this earth at such a young age.

Love you and miss you,

J

J
December 16, 2011

You're on my mind and definitely in my ♥!

S
Friend
November 22, 2011

Hi Pia...it's been awhile. I've done so much since my last visit here, but I'm sure you already knew that! I miss you. You're on my mind and definitely in my ♥!

Anonymous
June 20, 2011

♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY PIA ♥

You're on my mind and definitely in my ♥

Anonymous
December 29, 2010

On this extremely sad and lonely sixth anniversary of your very untimely death, all I can do is quote the lyrics of a song I heard earlier today..."I've tried to go on like I never knew you. I'm awake but my world is half asleep. I pray for this heart to be unbroken. But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete"...it still hurts, so much, I was brought to tears; and, there's a heaviness in my heart and chest that just won't go away.

I just want to see, hear, and feel you again.
Always, you're on my mind and definitely in my ♥

Anonymous
November 22, 2010

Dear Phillip,
You are in our hearts forever and miss you terribly.
Thank you for watching over all of us.
We love you and miss you,
US

Anonymous
September 4, 2010

Hey You. August begins what poses to be another trying & chaotic semester, but my last academic one at that! I begin my full internship in January and will be completed in May. Every time I'm on campus, I'm reminded of you. You'd be so proud of how far I've come along...you always pushed me to go back to school and now I'm there and almost finished...I can't believe it! I wish you were here to celebrate with me; though I know you're here in spirit.

Missing you forever and always,
You're on my mind and definitely in my ♥.

Anonymous
August 26, 2010

Missing you always. You're on my mind and definitely in my ♥!

Anonymous
April 25, 2010

Dear Phillip: I can still remember your kind face. I used to play with you and your cousin. I can't believe you are gone.
I love you

Anonymous
April 1, 2010

It feels like so much time has gone by; but, no matter what, I know and can feel you're by my side.

I miss you friend, ever so much.
You're on my mind and definitely in my ♥!

Anonymous
March 28, 2010

Pia - Another year, another birthday...how I wish you could be here to celebrate it with me...a shot of Dewar's goes out to you, dearest friend! Perhaps, you're celebrating up there with Miya's papa and all the angels:)

I miss you; and always, you're on my mind and definitely in my heart!

Anonymous
December 30, 2009

Dear Phillip,
We are thinking of you each day and keeping you in our prayers. Best wishes and best thoughts on your Birthday. We miss you terribly but feel your presence all the time. Thank you for watching over us.
We love you always,
US

Anonymous
December 28, 2009

Phillip I wish you were here to spend time with your family for Christmas. We all miss you very much and still think about you all the time. I know you are with us in spirit brother. God Bless you and your family.

Sgt Sean Hoover
Fort Myers PD Florida
December 25, 2009

Your heroism and service is honored today, the 5th anniversary of your death. Your memory lives and you continue to inspire. Thank you for your service. My cherished son Larry Lasater was a fellow police officer murdered in the line of duty on April 24, 2005 while serving as a Pittsburg, CA police officer.

I pray for the solace of all those who miss and love you.
To your mom, I share your anquish in losing a beloved child which surely has to be life's greatest sorrow. The hurt never goes away. but both the pain and pride are forever. Looking at his picture, I can see that he greeted the world with that radiant smile. You are in my heart's embrace.

Rest In Peace

Phyllis Loya
mother of fallen officer Larry Lasater
November 22, 2009

On this 5th anniversary...I'm still shocked and amazed at what's happened to turn the lives of many people upside-down!

I was driving to the town-center earlier and I just had such a feeling deep down; I wasn't really sure what it was, that is, until I realized the date. I can still hear you laughing sometimes when I'm really deep in thought and those thoughts still give me butterflies.

Remembering back 10 years we'd be at the Ale House...remembering back 7, we'd be at Stonewood...and of course, 5 years ago I was on the floor as I watched the devastating news broadcasted...this date in time, once a very happy memory, is definitely harder to cope with since that terrible fateful day.

I miss our telly-chats and our meeting up for drinks after work, but most of all, I miss you with all of my heart.

I know you're here in spirit and I can talk to you, but it's just not the same...You're on my mind and definitely in my heart!

Anonymous
November 22, 2009

Our Dear Phillip,

It is truly unfair that you are not here physically with us but your presence is always here and will be here forever. Missing you each day and thank you for watching over us.

We love you always!

US

Anonymous
November 18, 2009

I can’t believe we are coming up on five years. Some days, the pain feels like it was just yesterday. I think about you all the time brother. My son is precious. I will do my best to raise him into the man you were. Carly is turning into a beautiful young women and she talks about you often. We all miss you a lot Lebido. I still don’t know why you were taken but I’m sure there’s a good reason. Thanks for looking out for me over the past years. I can use all the help I can get!

I our hearts forever brother!

Jay
November 15, 2009

Hello Angel...just wanted to thank you for being there on the 4th; and, of course, for continuing to be there. I'm so busy and overwhelmed lately, it's been really tough to find any time for myself.

Know, you're ALWAYS on my mind and definitely in my heart!
I miss you friend.

Anonymous
September 22, 2009

Well, I have three days...is there any way you can help me with my request?? I know it's a long-shot, but who knows...still a possibility, right? And with your help, my chances are much better...lol. Although I'm sure you'll already be there, please watch over & protect us on that special day.

I miss you friend,
You're on my mind and definitely in my heart!

Anonymous
August 1, 2009

Well, the countdown begins...just a little over 6 weeks; I know you'll be there, which is comforting.

I just got back from a 3-week visit to Philly...I wish I could call you up to tell you all about it; although, you already know how hectic the final week was, especially on what was suppose to be our last night there...anyhow, we're home safe - all thanks to you, I'm sure!

I miss you friend,
You're on my mind and definitely in my heart!

Anonymous
June 24, 2009

Phillip,

You will be missed you were an awesome guy and we had fun in High School, God bless to your Family You will never be forgotten

Lori

E-1 USN Lori M Gutierrez
High School Friend
May 11, 2009

I've got two more days and you know how impatient I am slowly getting...I know you know and I hope you can help me with my request. I'm so excited and wish you could be just a phone call away so we could talk. I've started dancing again and can't help but think of you when I hear a certain song, especially a routine; I can still picture you in the formation cracking up during practices. I miss you!

You're on my mind and definitely in my heart!

Anonymous
March 22, 2009

SA Lebid, You are not forgotten. We are honoring you this friday, March 6. I am sure you will be watching. I wish you could have enjoyed the life of a federal agent. Its a great one. God Bless your family.

SSA Ellen Pierson
US ICE
March 2, 2009

Thinking of you brother. RIP.

Anonymous
February 21, 2009

Happy Valentine's Day Dear Phillip! We love you and miss you terribly. You are always in our thoughts and prayers!

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Anonymous
February 14, 2009