Officer Down Memorial Page

Hey Brian,

Well you will be happy to know that the family all got togather to celebrate Mother's Day down gra ma house, like the good old day's. Everyone was happy, and of course making jokes, Like we use to do. Corey came down and he started to laugh and I swear he sounds just like you. It just breaks my heart that you couldn't be there. But I know you were in spirit. Well, maybe things are starting to get just a tab better for us, but it will never be the same, you just have to adjust. We love You.

Sherae
Niece
May 19, 2012

One of my professors knew Brian. When he talked about Brian, you could see the hurt in his heart, but like a "man" he kept his emotions in check.

Lorrie and family, you are all always in my thoughts and my heart. I catch up with Corey once in awhile on-line and smile (bitter-sweet) thinking how Brian should be here to see all of the grandchildren grow up and to grow old with you Lorrie. <3

Love,
Jenn

Jenn Aaron
May 15, 2012

It"s been a while since I've left you a message. I was thinking about the familys that are involved in the National Police Week this year. I pray for the familys and co workers left behind to deal with the absence of their Officer who left them to soon as you did us. Brian continue to watch over your brothers and sisters down here dealing with these evil streets in Baltimore City and your family. Thank you for being who you were. I know you understand what I am saying. Love you forever

Lorrie
Wife
May 15, 2012

Bri.. as the new year arrives, it still pains me to leave "writings" on this wall to all my fallen friends.
But you will NEVER be forgotten!!!!


Carlos

Sergeant
Baltimore City Police Department
January 2, 2012

Brian,
My Brotha , Mentor, and My friend, I just wanted to say you are missed
I remember how you use to love playing video games , I think of you a lot when new games come out.
God Bless the Winder Family

Petty Officer Gainers (Mann) Wells
Friend
November 27, 2011

Happy Birthday Brian.....Love You.

sherae
Niece
October 9, 2011

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISSING YOU ALWAYS :)

Shantele Russell
October 9, 2011

Hey B, its really hard for me to come back to this site to talk to you. But I really miss you and need your help. See all of the things that you taught me arent working for me right now in this dept. I feel like I really lost my way and loss me. This place is getting so unbearable. it used to be that if we didnt have anything else we had our fellow brothers and sisters in blue. Now we dont even have that. Im so used to doing this job the right way, the way that you helped me to be. But I feel like I'm the only one left fighting against the criminals and fighting against our family in blue. You were supposed to be here B. I should have been there sooner to you to fight but I got there too late. I need you B. I cant fight this war anymore by myself. I miss you!

P/A Powell
BCPD
August 5, 2011

I miss you and my heart still aches for you. You will always be my best friend. I love but Gods loves you best.

Shantele
July 4, 2011

Happy Blessed 4th of July cuz:

I know that you, daddy and michael are having a great time up in "Heaven" with the "Lord". I miss all of you so and not a day goes by that I don't have you in my heart. It's just like yesterday but the "Lord" keeps a strong hold on me. I truly miss you all.

Lori and family I love you and constantly keep you in prayer each and everyday. Always know that your family in New Jersey sends a daily prayer up to the "Almighty" that he will continue to keep you in His loving arms and to protect and guide you all the way. We love you so,

Sandi, Aunt Annie and D'Ondre.

Sandra "Sandi" Noel
Cousin
July 4, 2011

Happy 4th of July Brian! I'm sure the fireworks will be beautiful from your view. Help Duke celebrate his birthday if you can for me! I keep up with Cory via social networking. Some pics I see of him is like looking at you! Sounds like Brandon is also looking more and more like you as he gets older too! Continue to keep watch over everyone from above!

Lorrie, you and the family were on my mind the entire time yesterday. I kept thinking "wow 7 years have now gone by" and my heart ached for all of you. I don't get on here much anymore either and people have left ignorant comments on Duke's page because I haven't. I guess they don't realize or understand what we have gone through and continue to go through. No one will ever forget! The month we unfortunately dread has come around again. You're thought of often Lorrie! We will need to get together and catch up soon! Love ya!

Jenn Aaron
July 4, 2011

Hey, Brian i always came on here but never could leave you a message. Theres not a day goes by I dont think about you or the last time I saw you. For years I always said if I would had just stayed up the Village that night maybe I could had helped you. I can remember grabbing something to eat and talking to you right before I got on the bus, and telling you alright Uncle B I see you later be safe out here. Then rushing home only to hear what happen. Thanks to you Im the man that i am today. To Ms. Lorri and the whole Winder family I thank you for not being selfish and sharing Ofc. Winder with us and with the whole SWD. Brian I am beyond grateful to say that I know you and that you helped change my life for the better. Words can not come close to how much we love and miss you. Til we meet again old friend.

- With Love, Joshua Ross

Joshua Ross
NEIGBORHOOD KID FROM SWD
July 2, 2011

Brian it has been a year since I've been on this website. It became very hard to visit this site on a regular basis. I felt the need to visit it tonight. When this time of year comes, life becomes very emotional all over again. I know you understand everything I want to say, but can't put into words. I Love You Forever. When I look at Brandon as he gets older, I see you from head to toe and that helps at times. Continue to be with him as he matures. I know he will someday grow into a wonderful man just like his father.

Lorrie
Wife
June 30, 2011

well brian, Its almost that time again, a time I wish would have never happen but we are all forced to remeber, but will never forget. I chose to write this today because i know I won't want to in a few days. I was just sitting here thinking how happy the whole family was when you were here, not to say were not, but, just heartbroken. No matter how many years go by, It will always feel like that night. but in every dream I have of you, you always tell me "iam ok". maybe i need to start listening to you & let u rest. well just wanted to say, We miss & Love You Always and maybe this year just for you I will try and enjoy the 4th of july.......maybe.

Sherae
Niece
June 29, 2011

Hey Brian, It has been a long time since I have written on your wall. But, my friend you forever remain in my heart especially around this time of the year, and on my mind. I pray for Lorrie and your family all the time. I just wanted to let you know that you are not forgotten. Lorrie, whenever you see this message know that I still pray for you and the everyone. Please continue to take care of yourself.

Forever Your Dispatcher
Shawnta

Dispatch Supervisor
Baltimore City Police Department
June 16, 2011

HAPPY EASTER BRIAN, I STILL MISS YOU EVERYDAY AS IF YOU JUST LEFT. SOME DAYS ARE GOOD AND SOME ARE NOT, BUT I KNOW YOU WOULD PERFER ME TO SMILE INSTEAD OF CRYING. THANKS FOR BEING HERE FOR ME ON THIS DAY SO MANY YEARS AGO, IAM PRETTY SURE YOU REMEMBER, THO I WAS UPSET, YOU STILL MADE ME LAUGH. THANKS FOR BEING MY ANGEL, I LOVE YOU.

SHERAE
NIECE
April 24, 2011

Lorrie:

Not a day go bye that I don't think about my cousin. I'm always thinking about you and the family and keeping you in prayer each and everyday. Always know my dear that we got your back if you need us just call on us. I thank the Lord for bringing you into our family. Keep on Keeping on my sister, and oh I will be down soon for some of your potato salad it's the best. Kiss the family for me. Continue to call on Jesus He's the one.

I Love You Always
Sandra Noel

Sandra Noel
Cousin
January 30, 2011

Hey B,
I've been thinking about you alot. Please welcome Ofc Portz into your arms as he joins you and Byrd. Its wierd but the three of you are all comedians. Portz was on my shift which means that I have lost another friend. I'm trying my best to keep my head up. Its so hard. I hope that I will be able to join you guys where I will suffer no more. Help me through these trying times please. I miss you.
T.

P/A L. Powell
BCPD
October 31, 2010

Brian, I was thinking of you, Kevon and Byrd as I do often. I really miss you guys and I know that you all are keeping each other laughing up there! Keep a watch on us as we try to hold it down until we all meet again one day. Love U!

Sgt. Carla Hamlin
Baltimore City Police
October 29, 2010

Hey Love...I know you are welcoming our brothers home.. thats the only thing that keeps me going. Actually B, you are the only thing that keeps me in this city. I was just talking to Twan.. He feels the same. love you much babe

Lori..thinking of you and the family, as always

P/O J. Rollhauser
BPD SWD
October 20, 2010

I would like to take this time out to say that Ofc. Winder your never forgotten. your memory lives on. Lorrie , thank you for the kind words. Rest easy Officer Winder , Rest easy.

Ofc. Leroy Pinder
Brother of Det. Troy Chesley (EOW 1-9-2007)
October 10, 2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY B.. MISSING YOU ALWAYS...SHANTELE

Anonymous
October 8, 2010

Six years have passed and for some it feels like yesterday that they saw your smile, felt your warm touch and heard your voice. For others it has felt like an eternity. Continue to keep watch over all of your loves ones. You have not been forgotten.

"If poeople we love are stolen from us, the way to have them live on is to never stop loving them. Buildings burn, people die, but real love is forever." Author Unknown

Bob Gordon
Father of Chicago Officer: Michael P. Gordon, EOW: 8/8/04
July 20, 2010

Hey B, it took me a moment to come to this page. With all that is going on, this 6th year hit me pretty hard. I just wish I could have done more so that you could be here with us. No one seems to understand or care anymore, and for me that hurts more. Please watch over your family and please help me through so that I can stay focussed on my surroundings. Im trying so hard not to give up B.
Tanya

Agent L. Powell
BCPD
July 4, 2010

I can't believe it has been 6 years. Sometimes it feels like yesterday and other times it seems longer when I look at Brandon and Corey. Continue to look down on your brothers and sisters as they continue to work the streets that have gotten worse since you left us. I know you are still with me and always will be. Thank you for your guidance and protection. Love and Miss You Always!

Lorrie
Wife
July 3, 2010