Officer Down Memorial Page

Nick - I was so blessed to find out our great news 10 weeks ago. James & I were so happy. Well as you know "she" is with you now. If she can't be with us then being with you is the only other place I want her to be. Tell her we love her so much as does her big sister. Give her big hugs for us and I know Grandma and Grandpa will enjoy her as well. Now I understand the dreams that I had with you in them. I never knew you could love someone so much that you never got to physically hold and see. These past four days have been really hard and please continue to watch over all of us as we get through this. Mom, Dad and Heather have been so great being with us as I know this is really hard for them too. The friends that we have told have known exactly what to say and do and I am so appreciative of them. I love you and miss you so much little brother.

Kel
May 7, 2012

Today has been 8 years since you were taken away from us. You were doing the job that you loved. We all miss you so much. I would do anything to have you back here with us. I love you little brother.

Heather

Heather
Nicks Sister
January 30, 2012

Remembering you and your family on this eighth anniversary.
I am so sorry you were robbed of your life at such a young age, Your sacrifice is honored today and every day.

To Your parents, I share the anguish of losing a beloved child which surely has to be life's greatest sorrow. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.

Phyllis Loya
Mom of fallen California Officer Larry Lasater, Pittsburg PD, eow 4/24/05
January 30, 2012

Its hard to believe it has been 8-years now. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you and Gabe on that frozen day. We all miss you!

Anonymous
January 30, 2012

keeping your family in my prayers on this day

Sue Brougham
January 30, 2012

Know we are thinking of you and praying for you on the anniversary of the loss of Nick. Through his loss we've come to know you and think of you as very dear friends. God Bless you all on this difficult day.

Bob & Chris Stanze
January 30, 2012

Thinking of the Sloan family on the anniversary of the loss of Nick. You have all been such good friends to my family. You are all in the prayers of the McEntee family, we share in your sorrow.

Kathy McEntee
Sister of Sgt. Bill McEntee
January 28, 2012

"To live in hearts we leave behind is not to die."

Nick,

I saw this quote in Bill McClellan's column and thought of you. As that the anniversary of that terrible day approaches your spirit must know that you are alive in the hearts of many.

Tim
Uncle
January 20, 2012

Nick-
Hope you had a great Christmas!! Payton said you are the best uncle and you always get her the best gifts:) I miss you so much that it hurts. Hope you like what we left at the cemetery for Christmas and your 1/2 birthday. Payton picked them out. The 4 kids are always so fun to watch and they keep us going :) Love you and miss you so much!!

Kel
December 28, 2011

Nick, as you know - you and your family are always on my mind and in my prayers. Christmas is a time that makes me sad for what we have lost but also brings a smile to my face when I think of you at Christmas.

Love Always
December 26, 2011

Merry Christmas and Happy 1/2 Birthday! We miss you and love you so much. As you know this was Bears first Christmas, I wish you were here to spend it with him. Bear is such a sweet little guy. He didn't like his singing dog so he covered it back up with wrapping paper.
Bobby wants me to tell you "Merry Christmas!"

We love you!
Heather, Josh, Bobby and Bear

Heather
Nicks Sister
December 25, 2011

Nick,
Today is your babies birthday. He turned nine. It is hard to believe that you have been gone for almost eight years. I'm sure you are with G today.
Love you,
Heather

Heather
Nicks Sister
December 4, 2011

Happy Thanksgiving Nick!
We love and miss you so much. Things are not the same without you.
Love you,
Heather, Bobby and Barrett

Heather
Nicks Sister
November 27, 2011

I just wanted to let your family know: someone, somewhere is saying a prayer right now for them. May you be able to find peace in the happy memories of your loved one.

RIP Brother

Joshua

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probation and parole officer
October 28, 2011

Nick Iwas just sitting here thinking about you, and wanted to let you know how much you are missed. Thank You for watching our of us and keeping everyone safe.
J.G.

John Gavin
Friend
July 7, 2011

Nick-
Happy Birthday!! I hope you had a great day!! We went to the cemetary and brought you balloons and went to Grant's farm. The four kids always keep you on your toes. They are so funny, always saying or doing something.

Not sure where we got Payton from, she comes up with some of the craziest things sometimes. I will be forever thankful that we were able to have her. I know you probably had something to do with that once you got to heaven.

I love you little brother and miss you so much.

Love, Kel & James

Kel
Sister
June 25, 2011

Uncle Nick--
Happy Birthday!! I love you so much and think you are super cool. Thanks for taking care of me. Rock on crazy dude.

Payton
Nick's niece
June 25, 2011

Uncle Nick,
Happy Birthday! Have a great birthday party in Heaven! We love you and miss you.
Love, Heather , Josh, Bobby and Barrett

Heather
June 25, 2011

Nick- Hope you had a good father's day. We sure miss you. I know you were sending Dad and Gavin signs on Sunday. I think you must have a special relationship with Payton. She told me there is a special sign that she can show me and then you will be right next to us. (She said you will be invisible to everyone else). Payton hopes you like her flowers she left at the cemetary. We will come visit you again on Saturday for your birthday..

We love you and miss you so much!!

Kel
June 21, 2011

Happy Father's Day Nick. We all miss you so much. I know you spent the day watching over dad and Gavin. You were the best dad to Gavin for the year you were here with him. You took him every where with you, I think you would have taken him to work with you, if they'd let you. We let him know how much you love him every time we see him.
We all love you and miss you so much.
Heather

Heather
Nicks Sister
June 19, 2011

Happy Easter Nick.

We had a sad start to the day,another police officer killed. I know you will welcome him with open arms. He is in good company with you guys.

Love you and miss you,
Heather

heather
April 24, 2011

We are all up at the getaway for the weekend except for Gavin. We went to visit the Easter Bunny today and Bobby said it looks very creepy. We are going to a fundraiser tomorrow for a classmate of Bobby's who is pretty sick. Your room in the basement is the same as the last time you were with us. Your swimsuit is still hanging on the bathroom doorknob.

Bobby, Payton and Baby Barrett said that they love you and wish you were with us.

Talk to you later....

Love You Forever...

DAD
April 16, 2011

Nick,
Thank you for taking care of all of us. We have had a busy couple of weeks. Barrett is such a blessing. We love you and miss you.
Heather

heather
April 9, 2011

Thank you Son for all of your help. Love you very much...

DAD
April 1, 2011

Nick-
Thank you!!! You have done it again. Thanks for all of the signs!!

Love you and miss you!

kel
March 29, 2011